Message from @Higura

Discord ID: 630384111365783572


2019-10-05 13:52:43 UTC  

That’s really horrible to hear

2019-10-05 14:11:34 UTC  

We're always here to support you, dude. You're one of us. What's happening to your friend is awful, and I can relate to your issue in some degree. When my mom was diagnosed with acute kidney failure, I wasn't sure what to do. I was never on good terms with her, but it was still devastating to see her condition worsen. She had a stroke and lost control of her left side, which only further complicated her health.

We were always fighting about everything, especially my grandpa; which she forbid me to see him. When my grandpa passed away, I blamed her, and was pissed off. Because of her and the state's actions, I was unable to take possession of his property, and the state took it and all his shit.

After her stroke, I could tell she was trying to make up for all the fighting we always did. Would send me gifts frequently, including a xbox one, a 3DS and other stuff.

I'll have to tell the rest some other time. She died this month, so it's a little hard to talk about.

This wasn't to shift anything from Nucky, just I felt it was relatable, and wanted to let him know we're here for him.

2019-10-05 14:12:59 UTC  

Oof, sorry to hear Cat.

2019-10-05 17:30:04 UTC  

I'm sorry to here knave, i hope you'll be able to see him as often as you can before the inevitable happens

2019-10-05 17:43:07 UTC  

Thank you all, and thank you Cat

I’m sorry to hear about what happened, man. <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

2019-10-05 18:21:37 UTC  

Bit of wholesomeness to lighten the mood
https://youtu.be/WB1lOEVvjwU

2019-10-06 12:09:58 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/630376202451812362/image0.png

2019-10-06 12:10:56 UTC  

<:sadtard:556699705153945620>

2019-10-06 12:11:06 UTC  

Me too man

2019-10-06 12:11:11 UTC  

Me too

2019-10-06 12:13:26 UTC  

I find the most crazy or fucked up people to love in this world and it pushes me away from relationships but god damn man I still want it

2019-10-06 12:16:11 UTC  

Everyone I've met or even seen all look fucking psycho

2019-10-06 12:17:16 UTC  

Maybe it's my area, idk

2019-10-06 12:28:02 UTC  

Dudes

2019-10-06 12:28:07 UTC  

Don't be like my coworker

2019-10-06 12:34:42 UTC  

The guy I like (who's best friend has confirmed to me that he likes me back, just not ready for a relationship yet) is really fucking cool about helping me when he sees me struggling or having problems without me asking. He's getting really good at reading my body language and sometimes we don't even need to talk/say anything and we understand each other.
He helped us tonight at work and plowed through a shit ton of dishes in the pit.
Ask my coworker, "Do you see why I like him?"
"No, I *really* don't see why you like him."

2019-10-06 12:35:25 UTC  

Later on in the night, my coworker starts having a phone conversation with his gf.

2019-10-06 12:36:16 UTC  

Then it turns into arguing; he's angry at her because she doesn't understand that he wants her to get a better job so the two of them can afford to live together in an apartment.

2019-10-06 12:37:59 UTC  

Afterwards I asked him if he was alright and that I overheard his conversation and it didn't sound good. It sounds like he's having major communication problems and a conflict of interests. He's just all "yeeeeaah, she's just stubborn and she only *pretends* to not understand."

2019-10-06 12:40:18 UTC  

I tell him "that's not good, what're you going to do if she gets you into trouble or it doesn't work out?" (you know how women can be, fucking insane and back-stabbing cunts)
He tells me, "oh, she can't get me into anymore trouble. She's the only support I've got right now."


This was after having an hour long argument and him telling her that she's not being supportive.

2019-10-06 12:41:24 UTC  

I don't understand how this related to what dubya and I were discussing

2019-10-06 12:42:12 UTC  

The point is that my coworker is using his gf as an emotional crutch and thinks she's his only support when she's an airhead and doesn't really care about him

2019-10-06 12:44:42 UTC  

If you end up dating a crazy or fucked up woman, you better make goddamn sure she actually cares about you

2019-10-06 12:46:42 UTC  

I have no interest in dating crazy women. That's why I haven't approached anyone. The only person I've tried asking out on dates seems either too busy or too nice to just tell me no.

2019-10-06 12:47:06 UTC  

Dubya likes art hoes

2019-10-06 12:47:34 UTC  

Art hoes are hot, yeah

2019-10-06 12:47:40 UTC  

But they're bad news

2019-10-06 12:48:50 UTC  

My thing was also kind of an expression of annoyance with my coworker lol

2019-10-06 12:49:35 UTC  

He's this 19 year old kid who was treating me like shit for awhile

2019-10-06 12:50:40 UTC  

Told me he used to be a coke addict and likes to get black out drunk; overall a kid with serious personal problems, an ego and lacking a lot of self-awareness and empathy

2019-10-06 12:52:09 UTC  

All at 19? Jeez.

2019-10-06 12:52:29 UTC  

I'm a square that only does unhealthy amounts of sleep meds.

2019-10-06 12:53:07 UTC  

>one month until I'm 29

2019-10-06 12:53:21 UTC  

The most I'll do is accidentally overdose on nyquil and just sleep lol

2019-10-06 12:53:34 UTC  

Thank God this nightmare is closer to being over

2019-10-06 12:54:13 UTC  

I take diphenhydramine. Usually about 400mg before bed.

2019-10-06 12:54:41 UTC  

Because I have impossible insomnia

2019-10-06 12:55:01 UTC  

And if I don't take anything at all, I just can't sleep

2019-10-06 12:55:57 UTC  

Depending on my mood, I'll have insomnia episodes, but since I've been doing a lot of overtime I'm usually super exhausted and fall asleep easily if I focus on it

2019-10-06 12:56:16 UTC  

I'm jelly.

2019-10-06 12:57:00 UTC  

It's a lot of physical work