Thank you all, and thank you Cat

I’m sorry to hear about what happened, man. <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

Bit of wholesomeness to lighten the mood
https://youtu.be/WB1lOEVvjwU

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Me too man

Me too

I find the most crazy or fucked up people to love in this world and it pushes me away from relationships but god damn man I still want it

Everyone I've met or even seen all look fucking psycho

Maybe it's my area, idk

Dudes

Don't be like my coworker

The guy I like (who's best friend has confirmed to me that he likes me back, just not ready for a relationship yet) is really fucking cool about helping me when he sees me struggling or having problems without me asking. He's getting really good at reading my body language and sometimes we don't even need to talk/say anything and we understand each other.
He helped us tonight at work and plowed through a shit ton of dishes in the pit.
Ask my coworker, "Do you see why I like him?"
"No, I *really* don't see why you like him."

Later on in the night, my coworker starts having a phone conversation with his gf.

Then it turns into arguing; he's angry at her because she doesn't understand that he wants her to get a better job so the two of them can afford to live together in an apartment.

Afterwards I asked him if he was alright and that I overheard his conversation and it didn't sound good. It sounds like he's having major communication problems and a conflict of interests. He's just all "yeeeeaah, she's just stubborn and she only *pretends* to not understand."

I tell him "that's not good, what're you going to do if she gets you into trouble or it doesn't work out?" (you know how women can be, fucking insane and back-stabbing cunts)
He tells me, "oh, she can't get me into anymore trouble. She's the only support I've got right now."


This was after having an hour long argument and him telling her that she's not being supportive.

I don't understand how this related to what dubya and I were discussing

The point is that my coworker is using his gf as an emotional crutch and thinks she's his only support when she's an airhead and doesn't really care about him

If you end up dating a crazy or fucked up woman, you better make goddamn sure she actually cares about you

I have no interest in dating crazy women. That's why I haven't approached anyone. The only person I've tried asking out on dates seems either too busy or too nice to just tell me no.

Dubya likes art hoes

Art hoes are hot, yeah

But they're bad news

My thing was also kind of an expression of annoyance with my coworker lol

He's this 19 year old kid who was treating me like shit for awhile

Told me he used to be a coke addict and likes to get black out drunk; overall a kid with serious personal problems, an ego and lacking a lot of self-awareness and empathy

All at 19? Jeez.

I'm a square that only does unhealthy amounts of sleep meds.

>one month until I'm 29

The most I'll do is accidentally overdose on nyquil and just sleep lol

Thank God this nightmare is closer to being over

I take diphenhydramine. Usually about 400mg before bed.

Because I have impossible insomnia

And if I don't take anything at all, I just can't sleep

Depending on my mood, I'll have insomnia episodes, but since I've been doing a lot of overtime I'm usually super exhausted and fall asleep easily if I focus on it

I'm jelly.

It's a lot of physical work

My job has lots of physical running around and heavy lifting, but I imagine dishes is more consistent

It usually is

Tonight and yesterday night were huge catering events though

Well, good work. I've seen the mountains of dishes that have to be washed at our casino, and we have a buffet, 4 bars, a cafe, employee dining room and a restaurant