Message from @noobypropmaker

Discord ID: 646931806523883530


2019-11-20 20:05:38 UTC  

Maybe he could get a kitty, it could get used to the inside of the cabin

2019-11-20 21:25:21 UTC  

I’m so distant.

All of the people I knew feel so distant. When I message them, it’s like two strangers meeting for the first time.

It’s all the hollow.

I got 5 weeks behind in class, so I dropped the ones that I didn’t need. But before that, I neglected speaking to anyone to try to get stuff done, and now I’m trying to involve myself again. it all feels cold. It just doesn’t work.

2019-11-20 21:26:30 UTC  

That's sadly how it is when you've remained shut in for a while. You'll have to learn to be more open. Wish luck on to you fam

2019-11-20 21:26:38 UTC  

<:fren:642720457073885197>

2019-11-20 21:27:11 UTC  

Thanks man <:salute:558007048122400795>

I just gotta work with it or move on and meet some more folk

2019-11-20 21:38:56 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/646826841524404274/1574257352313.jpg

2019-11-20 21:39:03 UTC  

It's okay fren

2019-11-20 21:39:05 UTC  

<:fren:642720457073885197>

2019-11-20 22:18:39 UTC  

Do what you gotta do, Nucky.

Godspeed.

2019-11-20 22:19:20 UTC  

<:fren:642720457073885197>

2019-11-21 00:43:51 UTC  

I've gotten stuck in a cycle of waking up at 7pm and going to bed at 7am and it's getting kinda depressing

2019-11-21 04:33:42 UTC  

My bass fucking died

2019-11-21 04:34:18 UTC  

Muh poor fretless

2019-11-21 04:34:18 UTC  

Could ypu possibly repair it?

2019-11-21 04:34:32 UTC  

Not sure, second time the input jack has broken

2019-11-21 04:34:43 UTC  

...This season

2019-11-21 04:35:27 UTC  

It just happened to die when I was playing in my band

2019-11-21 04:35:31 UTC  

On a stage

2019-11-21 04:35:38 UTC  

In front of hundreds of people

2019-11-21 04:35:48 UTC  

Things happen

2019-11-21 04:36:02 UTC  

If its just the input jack ypu could replace it

2019-11-21 04:36:35 UTC  

Yeah, I know but I’ve done that twice before and it’s been about a month since it broke

2019-11-21 04:36:47 UTC  

I think my bass a problem which is an oof

2019-11-21 04:37:09 UTC  

Shid

2019-11-21 04:38:04 UTC  

I got it in Florida when I was thirteen <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

2019-11-21 04:40:07 UTC  

Man I could talk so much about this bass

2019-11-21 04:40:11 UTC  

Good memories

2019-11-21 04:41:36 UTC  

Tfw an inanimate object is the closest thing I have to a fren

2019-11-21 05:47:01 UTC  

@country doggo you've fucked up your inner clock my dude

2019-11-21 05:47:50 UTC  

I usually fix it by not sleeping for a night and then going to sleep at like 7-8pm, but it's not that easy to catch up on a night of sleep

2019-11-21 05:49:11 UTC  

I do feel ya, stay strong my friend
<:fren:642720457073885197>

2019-11-21 05:58:07 UTC  

I too fuck up my circadian rhythm often.

2019-11-21 06:00:02 UTC  

Yeet

2019-11-21 06:00:12 UTC  

I'll do it, ima stay awake

2019-11-21 06:00:47 UTC  

<:YEET:642141292872073271>

2019-11-21 06:15:21 UTC  

It hurts so much to see everybody else so happy, while I’m just chilling here. She talks to everybody but me. Im in a shit ton of her classes so I can’t get away from it. Everybody is always talking about how she and her *new* boyfriend are so cute together. She acts like nothing happened. Like I’m a stain on her reputation. She acts like she never told me that she wanted to stay with me forever. I’ve been forgotten by fucking everybody at this point. People genuinely don’t even realize I exist half the time now. I guess I got my wish to be left alone. Genuinely want to commit skyking.

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/646956802486829067/image0.jpg

2019-11-21 06:16:29 UTC  

I'd call her out on it, but you don't have to if you don't want to.

2019-11-21 06:17:47 UTC  

I tried, she didn't answer or care. nor did anybody she was with. they turned my direction and turned away, she clearly listened but in a "wow! that's great! go fuck yourself!" type of way, you know the smile.

2019-11-21 06:23:30 UTC  

Oof.

2019-11-21 06:23:44 UTC  

You gotta rally the folks on your side

2019-11-21 06:24:00 UTC  

I don't have folks