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It's hard to describe
pro tip everyone does that crap its human nature
She knew me better than I did
Yes, I know that but I meant more along the lines of them chuckling and pointing at me while my back was turned
asshats are gonna be asshats no matter what
That sensation where you fear everyone loathes you and tolerates your presence because it's hilarious to see you try to fit in
^ lives there
take the Guido pill senpi
Two. Self improvement is important, but do *not* shame yourself for not being perfect. You can work on more than one thing at a time. Do not wait until you're perfect. Even if you're a NEET living in your parents basement.
There are still people who will love you.
focus on your qualities, the ones you like about yourself, that make you a quality person and focus on them
we ❤ you you big faggot
I've been working since I was 14, I'm not ashamed of myself but yes, at the same time, I used to feel crippling paranoia in social events
I helped keep my family over the breadline, so to speak
Have you ever had a clinical diagnosis?
No.
trusting the phama jew
I've thought about it
If it's a problem you should.
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I'm mostly fine with myself now if that makes sense
@REEDSEEJBAMBAM imma kick you
I didn't get any diagnosis until a few years after I was married, but I'm on some medication that has been life altering, in a good way.
Where before I'd be shivering with doubt, now I'm, not apathetic but I'm able to compartmentalise emotions and deal with them later
@Deleted User just because im laying down based boomer knowledge dont be mad
also it helps to keep in mind that you dont like everyone you meet, so its only rational that not every person you meet is going to like you either
Oh I'm fully aware of that
^
I worked in retail for almost a decade
@REEDSEEJBAMBAM cause youre an ass hat and im not baking you any more cookies
Now I do tech support.
lol the sad sad state of the normie general population
Still frustrating at times but far better
Retail? Yeah that will destory the mental state of anyone.
#dealing with the public was a mistake
I used to work for a place called Maplin Electronics
and your soul... destroy your soul? aisle 7
An absolute shit-show of a "high end" electronics
If you want a change try working in hospitality. Still the public, but it's better. Especally if you work at a vactation destination.
I worked in business hotels for 10 years.