Message from @eclipseNF 👌

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2018-09-24 01:48:36 UTC  

And barely that interested

2018-09-24 01:48:37 UTC  

Well, I've talk with a Incel from sweeden that commited the mistake of having a ldr with an american girl. Boy... What a disaster

2018-09-24 01:48:51 UTC  

That's just retarded

2018-09-24 01:48:59 UTC  

She wants to meet me tomorrow

2018-09-24 01:49:26 UTC  

@eclipseNF 👌 at what time?

2018-09-24 01:49:54 UTC  

Lunch in a public park not far away

2018-09-24 01:50:20 UTC  

Obv not gonna bang on first date

2018-09-24 01:50:39 UTC  

I suggested bar she acts scared etc

2018-09-24 01:50:54 UTC  

She counter offered park

2018-09-24 01:51:11 UTC  

I'm just thinking she's playing games and lack of respect

2018-09-24 01:51:11 UTC  

Tell her that you are kinda broke, and sugest cheap food. Take note on her reaction

2018-09-24 01:51:36 UTC  

I think she knows my job status

2018-09-24 01:51:54 UTC  

Tell that you lied

2018-09-24 01:52:04 UTC  

🤔

2018-09-24 01:52:13 UTC  

Can't be bothered lying etc

2018-09-24 01:52:23 UTC  

No need

2018-09-24 01:53:00 UTC  

Then.... I without ideas... Anyone?

2018-09-24 01:55:07 UTC  

I've only seen 1 not very good pic I might just msg her and say send me a selfie I don't really know what you look like, see if she can get me interested and take it from there

2018-09-24 01:56:21 UTC  

Wait.... Just one pic? And not very focus?

2018-09-24 01:56:48 UTC  

Not bad, but a little far away and angled, but enough to get me interested initially

2018-09-24 01:56:57 UTC  

But not enough to get me committed

2018-09-24 01:57:18 UTC  

Need a proper close face pic

2018-09-24 01:58:15 UTC  

Get out if you get lazy for going out lunch, don't waste mental energy thinking about it

2018-09-24 01:58:31 UTC  

It's little to no energy

2018-09-24 01:59:22 UTC  

But, if you are feeling bored, go give a try

2018-09-24 01:59:54 UTC  

I'm never bored

2018-09-24 02:00:18 UTC  

She would be pump and dump only 100%

2018-09-24 02:00:30 UTC  

So not concerned about it

2018-09-24 02:00:54 UTC  

That's the spirit (not sarcasm)

2018-09-24 02:01:06 UTC  

PUMP AND DUUUUUMP

2018-09-24 02:20:44 UTC  

Folks, I got an update on my situation at the GGDA.

2018-09-24 02:20:53 UTC  

Apparently it seems hugging one of my old college professor is against the GGDA's policy and for some reason a 'huge problem'. They stated I can not hug or shake hands with anyone without consent - friend or not. Alright, my bad, my mistake I will just avoid any form of business or friendship bonding whatsoever.

What still bothers me is how they even address this issue, they were already antagonizing me and treating me like some damn pest. The GGDA chairman claimed I sent him 'hostile' email responses to what was going on. Well fucking forgive me for panicking and fearing for my reputation! I just asked him to elaborate what I did wrong specifically. If I am going to be accused of sex harassment or "unsolicited advances" I need to know what made them think i did so.

These same people ostracize me for "not acting my age" or "being unprofessional", yet they don't even care to stop for a second and realize THEIR OWN actions are unprofessional and unethical. I was just disgusted by today's ordeal that I decide it is best I just leave the organization and move on. For a few years since joining the GGDA, I was willing to tolerate the shenanigans in hopes that I will eventually get somewhere with my work from their famous SIEGE convention and their other public events. However I took time to analyze cost-benefit analysis and it seems through the 2.5 years I spent in the GGDA, my game Maze Qore has been going fuck-all nowhere! I'd get an illusion of progress at best. People claim they love it and anticipate it, yet I see few subscribers on YouTube or my company's website, and NO userbase growth whatsoever on other social media. The money I wasted buying business cards and merchandise, the time and money spent making the booth installations for the cons I attended.

All for naught.

2018-09-24 02:21:11 UTC  

I realize I would be better off just taking my chances with the online world and avoid any public events until my game makes a following or a marketable stance ready for the local public areas.
Conventions don't market games, and hardly aid in marketing them anymore. They are now used to market already established or pre-marketed games.
Games attached to major indie or AA names like Virtual Basement, Lukewarm Media, Bluehole, Devolver Digital.

2018-09-24 02:21:33 UTC  

I ain't got time to Read All This

2018-09-24 02:25:40 UTC  

Then read at your own time.

2018-09-24 02:26:25 UTC  

TLDR: I'm done with the GGDA.

2018-09-24 02:29:09 UTC  

Programmers REVOLT Against Social Justice Rules in Linux and threating them to pull their code

2018-09-24 02:29:35 UTC  

our internet might be changing really soon

2018-09-24 02:30:28 UTC  

Boobs.

2018-09-24 02:30:48 UTC  

@Iheanacho well that sucks

2018-09-24 02:36:31 UTC  

@Iheanacho that does suck fam