My 2 cents are still there ^

I just find it hard to be happy when all I wanted was a loving family

I got disowned for being trans but also making mgtow content

Hate to tell ya nadia but imho hardcore weightlifting is the best cure for depression, doesn't really suit your lifestyle though. Never too late to switch to T

:Pp

I'd take up kendo if I had the $$$

That's sad sorry to hear that. I'd be pissed as fuck at my kid but I wouldn't disown them

my mum tried to throw me in court

well if hardcore weight lifting is the key I'm well and truly fucked

to cover up her husband's physical assault

all the siblings white knighted for him and ganged up on me

Weightlifting has been the best thing in the world for my mental health

especially my brother. He assaulted me and my dad just sat there

then my parents played victim and got the police restraining orders against me

@Denno my main advice would be. take care of yourself, focus on that. dont beat yourself up. failure is regular and comes often. and cut out toxic influence. it may hurt now. but you cant heal until your free to do so.

"Over and above any considerations of performance for sports, exercise is the stimulus that returns our bodies to the conditions for which they were designed. Humans are not physically normal in the absence of hard physical effort. Exercise is not a thing we do to fix a problem - it is a thing we must do anyway, a thing without which there will always be problems. Exercise is the thing we must do to replicate the conditions under which our physiology was - and still is - adapted, the conditions under which we are physically normal. In other words, exercise is substitute to cave-man activity, the thing we need to make our bodies, and in fact our minds, normal in the 21st century. And merely normal, for most worthwhile humans, is not good enough - Mark Rippetoe"

I wasn't charged for any crimes

thats from experience

are you on any medication?

Now it's finding a place to live that's sustainable

HRT only

I don;t do anti-depressants

i would suggest trying cbt if you havent already. thats cognitive behavioral therapy. it can give you skills to help cope with and move past depression as well as many other problems. medication.. is really a hit and miss thing in my experience. and comes with too many side effects.

More bad news from me, testosterone and high levels of it are important for males depression as well, you need it.

@Denno ayy, you gonna find your center mommy. I believe in you

Basically being a tranny is never going to make any mans life better

Maybe

You've got a male brain and you need testosterone

you do have something of a point.

Testosterone is the first thing that should be looked at in 100% of males with depression

thats what i worry about too @eclipseNF 👌

I am not judging on being trans is good or bad from any standpoint. However i do think hormonal imbalances that are forced by external intake may contribute to a bad mental development

@Denno just remember. were random people on the internet. talk to your doctor

I have had therapists in the past

I have mixed results

therapists are useless lmaoo

they are part of the matrix

depends. but really yea ive seen many a useless therapist

it's mainly someone to talk to who has stuff in common with me is what I am after

anyway. imma play something. just hit me up if you need anything i guess

@shadowlessnexus they are literally paid to nod into your face and prescribe you medications if you act sick enough. A man always is happier in the longterm if he can help himself

^