Message from @machtyn

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2018-10-22 23:09:21 UTC  

need to make sure i'm on the top of my game

2018-10-22 23:09:40 UTC  

Caffeine is my lord

2018-10-22 23:09:57 UTC  

but some instituions i visited for at ime supposed to help with such stuff, yeah, you were actualy talking to social workers reporting to psychiatrists.

2018-10-22 23:10:11 UTC  

and if i took her seriously, i would be dead now.

2018-10-22 23:10:12 UTC  

@Kazemaru i drank way too much lol so that is why i am just quitting

2018-10-22 23:10:12 UTC  

don't hop too much though unless the place is just really bad, stick around until you feel your ready for bigger challenges

2018-10-22 23:10:35 UTC  

@Rockets yeah no i try to stay with one company for at least 3 years

2018-10-22 23:10:45 UTC  
2018-10-22 23:10:45 UTC  

like, she absolutly denied the physical

2018-10-22 23:10:53 UTC  

BEAUTIFUL!

2018-10-22 23:10:54 UTC  

every 3-5 years i bounce and try to make states too

2018-10-22 23:11:03 UTC  

Many people in the area of psychology give me the vibe of being mind-body-dualists

2018-10-22 23:11:09 UTC  

One of this days I must give a break to my lord too. Someday... But not today!

2018-10-22 23:11:10 UTC  

And in fact i specificly asked this one

2018-10-22 23:11:19 UTC  

and she confirmed to me

2018-10-22 23:11:23 UTC  

that she believes

2018-10-22 23:11:50 UTC  

If someones personality changes after having a metal rod rammed through his brain, thats purely due to psychological trauma, nothing to do with braindamage

2018-10-22 23:11:54 UTC  

@Redneo dealing with depression is an art, I think the most under utilized thing would be imagination, and pace, change the rythm of your day, and change the focus of your mind, keep the good memories close to your soul if you have them/one

2018-10-22 23:12:01 UTC  

Yeah, they let THOSE people treat the crazies

2018-10-22 23:12:16 UTC  

@IceRGodZ brah she's a fucking sex doll but annoying

2018-10-22 23:12:37 UTC  

@IceRGodZ like IG models... they're all fucking sex dolls... why do they make fun of it if they look worse than a sex doll?

2018-10-22 23:12:40 UTC  

like jesus

2018-10-22 23:12:45 UTC  

@Rockets well, clinical depression doesnt quite work like that.

2018-10-22 23:12:56 UTC  

at least not if the cause is not psychological in nature

2018-10-22 23:13:12 UTC  

why don't athletes just all go mgtow

2018-10-22 23:13:13 UTC  

its not that there was anything negative in my life

2018-10-22 23:13:14 UTC  

that would be amazing

2018-10-22 23:13:50 UTC  

its just my brain didnt have enough serotonin. The only thing that really helps there is drugs. And, yes, experience. Knowing that it will change.

2018-10-22 23:14:13 UTC  

And prescription drugs are... well

2018-10-22 23:14:35 UTC  

@Redneo you believe what you want to, I was diagnosed with clinical depression and said f that, I don't let it be my reality, I completely redefined the diagnosis for myself. Although I will admit the physical effects can be a nightmare sometimes, I've found ways to cope

2018-10-22 23:14:51 UTC  

the thing is, if your brain doesnt produce enough serotonin and you take SSRIs... Yes, your serotonin levels will be more normal.

2018-10-22 23:14:55 UTC  

but

2018-10-22 23:15:08 UTC  

the distribution across different brain areas will be off

2018-10-22 23:15:33 UTC  

and while we dont understand that fully, we do know that distribution is relevant

2018-10-22 23:16:08 UTC  

as such, weed and such are better. Now, if anyone suffers from depression, that wouldnt be my advice as it could be mental in which case thatd not be a good idea

2018-10-22 23:16:12 UTC  

You can get all technical if you want, I go eat a gallon of caramel toffee crunch and feel effin amazing afterwards ;p

2018-10-22 23:16:51 UTC  

10 minutes in the bathroom can work wonders too, try it! ;p

2018-10-22 23:16:57 UTC  

@Rockets until that insulin crash 😄

2018-10-22 23:17:03 UTC  

haha

2018-10-22 23:17:47 UTC  

seriously, my strategy is like the Shotgun method, if one thing doesn't work, try something else, but subjecting myself to people who "think" they know what to do is not in my repertoire of choices

2018-10-22 23:17:49 UTC  

@Rockets im not having that problem now.