I'm happy. Don't get me wrong. But I keep my anger close. It's like fuel

i just wait for life to end and amuse myself with different things to pass the time

If I HAD to choose one thing, might be the gym. externally.

@MufflePuff makes sense - i'm looking forward to when i can move out - i feel like when you're alone and driven you can snowball and make huge progress

Internally, it would be me. I love me more than I can describe.

I'm super selfish with my life experience.

@JDB yeeeeeeep. all the way.

@MufflePuff when did you move out?

25

18

I always say it should have been 23.

16

16 wow

Moved out of what, you scumbags?

19

@shadowlessnexus I was like damn bruh 200lbs? Whole time I'm 225 lmao. currently eating too.

Oh. Yes. I do have muscle. So that's some of it.

I'm a lowkey fat ass, that's why I hit the gym so much. This is the leanest I've ever been.

@shadowlessnexus how do you contain your anger so that it's used as a fuel for your motivation?

gym? or do you limit who you interact with

I'm not skinny. But I'm getting there. I was like 260 last year with way less muscle

Damn

hard work

@shadowlessnexus that's great man good job

Muscle weighs much more than fat. Most people can't believe I'm 225.

true that

@shadowlessnexus how often do you go?

true true

@JDB entirely put it towards work. Gym. Learning. Ect

Only use it while working on something

harder to swim because with muscles you sink more 😄

Lmao

Jesus, @shadowlessnexus Were you obese for a while?

Life jacket gang

Also 2 to 3 times a week right now

nice

Yeah, the gym would be the one external motivation for me. I'm legit obsessed.

Yes for a short while I was. Note that I was on pills that made me go from like 180 to 260.

thats Fucked UP

They warned me I'd be hungry af. I was not ready for how hungry I was

Ur body remembers that w8, so ur biology will always want to store fat