Message from @𝓞𝓖 𝓢𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓪𝓰𝓮𝓶

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2018-11-19 22:22:03 UTC  

My anger, disgust, and resolution is what motivated me and still does

2018-11-19 22:22:05 UTC  

mania?

2018-11-19 22:22:20 UTC  
2018-11-19 22:22:24 UTC  

@shadowlessnexus i feel like that too - but is that a 'good' source of motivtion?

2018-11-19 22:22:39 UTC  

@JDB yeah, I'm a lone wolf all the way.

2018-11-19 22:22:46 UTC  

Coffee. Coffee keeps me motivatied.

2018-11-19 22:22:48 UTC  

js

2018-11-19 22:23:01 UTC  

I'm happy. Don't get me wrong. But I keep my anger close. It's like fuel

2018-11-19 22:23:03 UTC  

i just wait for life to end and amuse myself with different things to pass the time

2018-11-19 22:23:04 UTC  

If I HAD to choose one thing, might be the gym. externally.

2018-11-19 22:23:18 UTC  

@MufflePuff makes sense - i'm looking forward to when i can move out - i feel like when you're alone and driven you can snowball and make huge progress

2018-11-19 22:23:21 UTC  

Internally, it would be me. I love me more than I can describe.

2018-11-19 22:23:33 UTC  

I'm super selfish with my life experience.

2018-11-19 22:23:49 UTC  

@JDB yeeeeeeep. all the way.

2018-11-19 22:24:07 UTC  

@MufflePuff when did you move out?

2018-11-19 22:24:11 UTC  

25

2018-11-19 22:24:20 UTC  

18

2018-11-19 22:24:24 UTC  

I always say it should have been 23.

2018-11-19 22:24:29 UTC  

16

2018-11-19 22:24:37 UTC  

16 wow

Moved out of what, you scumbags?

2018-11-19 22:25:00 UTC  

19

2018-11-19 22:25:30 UTC  

@shadowlessnexus I was like damn bruh 200lbs? Whole time I'm 225 lmao. currently eating too.

2018-11-19 22:26:15 UTC  

Oh. Yes. I do have muscle. So that's some of it.

2018-11-19 22:26:29 UTC  

I'm a lowkey fat ass, that's why I hit the gym so much. This is the leanest I've ever been.

2018-11-19 22:26:42 UTC  

@shadowlessnexus how do you contain your anger so that it's used as a fuel for your motivation?

2018-11-19 22:26:51 UTC  

gym? or do you limit who you interact with

2018-11-19 22:26:56 UTC  

I'm not skinny. But I'm getting there. I was like 260 last year with way less muscle

2018-11-19 22:27:14 UTC  

Damn

2018-11-19 22:27:22 UTC  

hard work

2018-11-19 22:27:27 UTC  

@shadowlessnexus that's great man good job

2018-11-19 22:27:29 UTC  

Muscle weighs much more than fat. Most people can't believe I'm 225.

2018-11-19 22:27:38 UTC  

true that

2018-11-19 22:27:46 UTC  

@shadowlessnexus how often do you go?

2018-11-19 22:27:51 UTC  

true true

2018-11-19 22:27:59 UTC  

@JDB entirely put it towards work. Gym. Learning. Ect

2018-11-19 22:28:09 UTC  

Only use it while working on something

2018-11-19 22:28:09 UTC  

harder to swim because with muscles you sink more 😄

2018-11-19 22:28:15 UTC  

Lmao

2018-11-19 22:28:18 UTC  

Jesus, @shadowlessnexus Were you obese for a while?

2018-11-19 22:28:21 UTC  

Life jacket gang