Message from @Sir Harndes

Discord ID: 611794189948026891


2019-08-13 05:18:10 UTC  

True

2019-08-13 05:18:15 UTC  

Waiting for the worst

2019-08-13 05:18:47 UTC  

If they say no, I just continue my plans. Just registered to get a job

2019-08-13 16:02:54 UTC  

Godammit

2019-08-13 16:03:11 UTC  

They really don't know how to answer a simple question

2019-08-13 16:03:32 UTC  

I asked about ENLISTMENT

2019-08-13 16:04:03 UTC  

They just sent me a link about selective service system

2019-08-13 16:04:37 UTC  

I just mentioned SSS in my email. Nothing else

2019-08-13 16:04:53 UTC  

No sense. Geez

2019-08-13 17:28:02 UTC  

Okay, they really don't know how to answer a question properly. Looks like I'll have to ask'em personally

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/574290286340079626/610887301588975641/20190813_142641.jpg

2019-08-13 17:34:45 UTC  

Now I made a direct question. They can lick my balls after that

2019-08-13 17:54:38 UTC  

You tryna defect?

2019-08-13 18:04:44 UTC  

Didn't get it

2019-08-14 04:28:36 UTC  

Whiskey is lifes greatest solution to troubles my friends. I'll have another drink or four to your healths and sben a couple for the glowy boid

2019-08-14 04:28:45 UTC  

Whoops wrong channel

2019-08-16 04:47:42 UTC  

Just got screamed at by my boss, because I fucked up the dates on a request for leave slip. It's just been too much these past two weeks. I'm really just sick of life. I don't know what the fuck I am supposed to do with my life. Literally any way I look at it, it just ends in me killing myself. There just isn't something not right with me. My brain just dosen't work the way it is supposed to. I fucking hate myself. The only reason I haven't killed myself is because of my mother and sister. I want nothing out of life. I have no desire for anything.

2019-08-16 05:28:15 UTC  

Do not say that

2019-08-16 05:28:59 UTC  

I think you're pretty tough and know how to do things half of this server don't, including myself

2019-08-16 05:30:14 UTC  

You may think you do not know what you want to do in your life, but that's because you had an emotional breakdown. Its normal

2019-08-16 05:31:15 UTC  

Every person has a desire, deep in their soul

2019-08-16 05:31:41 UTC  

Think of it

2019-08-16 05:31:55 UTC  

You know how to sustain yourself

2019-08-16 05:32:22 UTC  

You live close of nature

2019-08-16 05:32:40 UTC  

Going to do me a whole lot of good when I run out of insulin.

2019-08-16 05:32:56 UTC  

Been kicked out twice in the past two weeks

2019-08-16 05:33:12 UTC  

Slept up in the mountains one night, and in my car another

2019-08-16 05:33:18 UTC  

I have no money

2019-08-16 05:33:25 UTC  

No marketable skills

2019-08-16 05:34:11 UTC  

Have you tried to study something?

2019-08-16 05:34:18 UTC  

It's always good, believe me

2019-08-16 05:34:48 UTC  

Try to read articles

2019-08-16 05:35:04 UTC  

Try to course something

2019-08-16 05:35:19 UTC  

A language course is a very good start

2019-08-16 05:46:51 UTC  

Only got through high school because I was so disliked, that the staff just wanted me gone.

2019-08-16 05:47:20 UTC  

Failed out of college 3 years ago. Panic when doing tests, and just couldn't make myself do the work.

2019-08-16 05:48:34 UTC  

There just is something not right in my head. A connection is just not there. I have an abysmal memory for someone my age. Zero, and I mean zero self confidence. Terrible anger. Horrid social skills. No desire, or hope for future.

2019-08-16 12:27:05 UTC  

I lost my baby daughter. I am completely destitute. I have chemical imbalances that I'm hiding from the military. If I can do all that, you can beat this. You're far stronger than you realize. Don't let your brain convince you that suicide is the answer. Fight back.

2019-08-16 12:31:23 UTC  

@Biohazard6520 I used to be like this, had to give myself something to live for so I went and got a manual labor job and make learning how to fix cars my personal mission. The shop I worked for required no experience so I just went in and started working like a week after my interview. The work being so demanding plus the challenge of teaching myself a new skillset really helped me get myself turned around

2019-08-16 12:33:25 UTC  

Hobbit brings up something important

2019-08-16 12:33:39 UTC  

If you can't live for yourself right now, that's okay

2019-08-16 12:33:46 UTC  

Find something, anything to live for