But could be better at the same hand

True

Waiting for the worst

If they say no, I just continue my plans. Just registered to get a job

Godammit

They really don't know how to answer a simple question

I asked about ENLISTMENT

They just sent me a link about selective service system

I just mentioned SSS in my email. Nothing else

No sense. Geez

Okay, they really don't know how to answer a question properly. Looks like I'll have to ask'em personally

Now I made a direct question. They can lick my balls after that

You tryna defect?

Didn't get it

Whiskey is lifes greatest solution to troubles my friends. I'll have another drink or four to your healths and sben a couple for the glowy boid

Whoops wrong channel

Just got screamed at by my boss, because I fucked up the dates on a request for leave slip. It's just been too much these past two weeks. I'm really just sick of life. I don't know what the fuck I am supposed to do with my life. Literally any way I look at it, it just ends in me killing myself. There just isn't something not right with me. My brain just dosen't work the way it is supposed to. I fucking hate myself. The only reason I haven't killed myself is because of my mother and sister. I want nothing out of life. I have no desire for anything.

Do not say that

I think you're pretty tough and know how to do things half of this server don't, including myself

You may think you do not know what you want to do in your life, but that's because you had an emotional breakdown. Its normal

Every person has a desire, deep in their soul

Think of it

You know how to sustain yourself

You live close of nature

Going to do me a whole lot of good when I run out of insulin.

Been kicked out twice in the past two weeks

Slept up in the mountains one night, and in my car another

I have no money

No marketable skills

Have you tried to study something?

It's always good, believe me

Try to read articles

Try to course something

A language course is a very good start

Only got through high school because I was so disliked, that the staff just wanted me gone.

Failed out of college 3 years ago. Panic when doing tests, and just couldn't make myself do the work.

There just is something not right in my head. A connection is just not there. I have an abysmal memory for someone my age. Zero, and I mean zero self confidence. Terrible anger. Horrid social skills. No desire, or hope for future.

I lost my baby daughter. I am completely destitute. I have chemical imbalances that I'm hiding from the military. If I can do all that, you can beat this. You're far stronger than you realize. Don't let your brain convince you that suicide is the answer. Fight back.

@Biohazard6520 I used to be like this, had to give myself something to live for so I went and got a manual labor job and make learning how to fix cars my personal mission. The shop I worked for required no experience so I just went in and started working like a week after my interview. The work being so demanding plus the challenge of teaching myself a new skillset really helped me get myself turned around

Hobbit brings up something important

If you can't live for yourself right now, that's okay