Message from @DAnteForneus

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2019-10-04 20:08:25 UTC  

I know that feel dude. The last job I worked at was just tit for tat bullshit and gossip. Gets real old after a while.

2019-10-04 20:14:18 UTC  

Ive been there for 2 years. I get paid like 9.10 an hour to work my ass off and get yelled at by both customers and now co workers. Shes not been with the company for 2 months yet.

2019-10-04 20:33:22 UTC  

Panz. Have you considered takin care of the developmentally disabled. Good money and easy job

2019-10-05 00:21:11 UTC  

No, im probably going to go into manufacturing or something like that. I may even see if a store that i love going to is hiring.

2019-10-05 00:21:39 UTC  

I need to take care of myself more rn. I cant go into helping the disabled.

2019-10-05 00:22:54 UTC  

Good mindset, Panz - keep grindin

2019-10-05 18:38:21 UTC  

bois i need to vent i went to Psychiater couple of days ago and well fuck me

2019-10-05 18:38:45 UTC  

We’re here for you bro

2019-10-05 18:39:04 UTC  

i told her most of worst shit that heppend to me and how i see a world and think about it

2019-10-05 18:39:25 UTC  

after hour when i finished she started crying

2019-10-05 18:40:01 UTC  

i'm still wating for call from them

2019-10-05 18:40:42 UTC  

they told me try will hit me up in couple of days but i'm waiting a month and they didn't call

2019-10-05 18:40:52 UTC  

Have you called them back?

2019-10-05 18:41:21 UTC  

You made a psychiatrist cry?

2019-10-05 18:41:33 UTC  

That's honestly pretty fucking metal

2019-10-05 18:41:41 UTC  

i did they told me they are tring to make it more convinient for me

2019-10-05 18:41:49 UTC  

so i need to wait some more

2019-10-05 18:42:20 UTC  

@Trash Squid if school psychologist counts i did that 2 times

2019-10-05 18:42:31 UTC  

Damn son

2019-10-05 18:43:02 UTC  

Yea I mean first off that’s fucking amazing, but secondly. What are you trying to get from them?

2019-10-05 18:43:14 UTC  

help i guess?

2019-10-05 18:43:26 UTC  

i'm just sick feeling like shit

2019-10-05 18:43:43 UTC  

Are you depressed, or have anxiety

2019-10-05 18:43:48 UTC  

and for one time i want to wake up happy not anrgy at myself i didn't die in my sleep

2019-10-05 18:44:22 UTC  

I just went through this with my girlfriend, so I got some advice

2019-10-05 18:45:12 UTC  

So do you have a primary doctor you go like once or twice a year

2019-10-05 18:45:27 UTC  

not really

2019-10-05 18:45:35 UTC  

i only go to doctor when i'm sick

2019-10-05 18:45:49 UTC  

Ah see that’s the thing

2019-10-05 18:46:08 UTC  

If you have these thoughts, then you are.

2019-10-05 18:47:08 UTC  

My girlfriend has had the problems you are having her whole life, she tried to kill her self a couple of times, her therapist, and psych wouldn’t giver her shit. So she went to her doctor,

2019-10-05 18:48:13 UTC  

oi @DAnteForneus as ya fella country man i ll tell ya treat people like shit (every other than family gf bf friends) it helps me

2019-10-05 18:48:40 UTC  

They did blood work first to make sure it wasn’t her thyroid, because that can cause a lot of issues like that. And then they put her on an serotonin booster and she as been great ever since

2019-10-05 18:49:19 UTC  

so you guys want to hear to tier shit that fuck me up in my life? like top three

2019-10-05 18:49:19 UTC  

like you dont give fuck about them

2019-10-05 18:49:55 UTC  

i dont think it will help

2019-10-05 18:50:13 UTC  

Ik all medicines are different, but I've been on at least ten that made it worse. I found one that eases the day. I don't constantly feel like shit all day for no apparent reason, i just get really fucked up when i have reasons to be pissed or hateful

2019-10-05 18:50:15 UTC  

like we are not specialist and you said you made doctor cry

2019-10-05 18:50:39 UTC  

The point in that was dont gibe up after the first one not working

2019-10-05 18:50:57 UTC  

well fuck it hear it goes

2019-10-05 18:54:11 UTC  

number 3 when i was 16 my dad was really drinking like hell he was drunk all the time my mother was depressed and me and my sister didn't have anyone to buy basic shit like food so i did some street fighting to make some money and i was drinking, getting high as often as i can to numb the pain from fights