i told her most of worst shit that heppend to me and how i see a world and think about it

after hour when i finished she started crying

i'm still wating for call from them

they told me try will hit me up in couple of days but i'm waiting a month and they didn't call

Have you called them back?

You made a psychiatrist cry?

That's honestly pretty fucking metal

i did they told me they are tring to make it more convinient for me

so i need to wait some more

@Trash Squid if school psychologist counts i did that 2 times

Damn son

Yea I mean first off that’s fucking amazing, but secondly. What are you trying to get from them?

help i guess?

i'm just sick feeling like shit

Are you depressed, or have anxiety

and for one time i want to wake up happy not anrgy at myself i didn't die in my sleep

I just went through this with my girlfriend, so I got some advice

So do you have a primary doctor you go like once or twice a year

not really

i only go to doctor when i'm sick

Ah see that’s the thing

If you have these thoughts, then you are.

My girlfriend has had the problems you are having her whole life, she tried to kill her self a couple of times, her therapist, and psych wouldn’t giver her shit. So she went to her doctor,

oi @DAnteForneus as ya fella country man i ll tell ya treat people like shit (every other than family gf bf friends) it helps me

They did blood work first to make sure it wasn’t her thyroid, because that can cause a lot of issues like that. And then they put her on an serotonin booster and she as been great ever since

so you guys want to hear to tier shit that fuck me up in my life? like top three

like you dont give fuck about them

i dont think it will help

Ik all medicines are different, but I've been on at least ten that made it worse. I found one that eases the day. I don't constantly feel like shit all day for no apparent reason, i just get really fucked up when i have reasons to be pissed or hateful

like we are not specialist and you said you made doctor cry

The point in that was dont gibe up after the first one not working

well fuck it hear it goes

number 3 when i was 16 my dad was really drinking like hell he was drunk all the time my mother was depressed and me and my sister didn't have anyone to buy basic shit like food so i did some street fighting to make some money and i was drinking, getting high as often as i can to numb the pain from fights

number 2 when shit with my parents was stable i didn't need to fight i when on party with my friends to first time in months to get some time for myself and it want really wrong i was really drunk so they took me to bed and some girl tripping her ass on something well she did some shit i won't say what she did but well i think you guys can imagine what she did

She rape you?

I swear to fuck dude I know so many of my Male friends that have been statutory raped by women

Its wild af

and best one number one after all this shit i found gf she know everything that happend to me and she help me to be somewhat normal but soon after i started doing okey her parents divorced and her mother hated her but my country is shit and she won parental rights to raise her they moved out to another country and we were still together but her mother made her stay at home all the time and took any means to make sure my gf stayes alone with out any help and she bulled her to the point she killed herself only times i seen her it was when she called me on skype and cried all the time i could only watch her getting worst and worst and it went for months it was 5 years ago but i still blame myself for it, i still can forget her i think about her all the time

@Trash Squid the good part is she died couple days after she overdosed

Universal justice

well this and couple of things more made psychiatrist cry