Message from @Existance is pain

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2019-10-04 20:07:37 UTC  

Mentally yes im fine, i just hate my job. I used to love it when I felt like a part of a team, but now everyone just picks at each other.

2019-10-04 20:08:25 UTC  

I know that feel dude. The last job I worked at was just tit for tat bullshit and gossip. Gets real old after a while.

2019-10-04 20:14:18 UTC  

Ive been there for 2 years. I get paid like 9.10 an hour to work my ass off and get yelled at by both customers and now co workers. Shes not been with the company for 2 months yet.

2019-10-04 20:33:22 UTC  

Panz. Have you considered takin care of the developmentally disabled. Good money and easy job

2019-10-05 00:21:11 UTC  

No, im probably going to go into manufacturing or something like that. I may even see if a store that i love going to is hiring.

2019-10-05 00:21:39 UTC  

I need to take care of myself more rn. I cant go into helping the disabled.

2019-10-05 00:22:54 UTC  

Good mindset, Panz - keep grindin

2019-10-05 18:38:21 UTC  

bois i need to vent i went to Psychiater couple of days ago and well fuck me

2019-10-05 18:38:45 UTC  

We’re here for you bro

2019-10-05 18:39:04 UTC  

i told her most of worst shit that heppend to me and how i see a world and think about it

2019-10-05 18:39:25 UTC  

after hour when i finished she started crying

2019-10-05 18:40:01 UTC  

i'm still wating for call from them

2019-10-05 18:40:42 UTC  

they told me try will hit me up in couple of days but i'm waiting a month and they didn't call

2019-10-05 18:40:52 UTC  

Have you called them back?

2019-10-05 18:41:21 UTC  

You made a psychiatrist cry?

2019-10-05 18:41:33 UTC  

That's honestly pretty fucking metal

2019-10-05 18:41:41 UTC  

i did they told me they are tring to make it more convinient for me

2019-10-05 18:41:49 UTC  

so i need to wait some more

2019-10-05 18:42:20 UTC  

@Trash Squid if school psychologist counts i did that 2 times

2019-10-05 18:42:31 UTC  

Damn son

2019-10-05 18:43:02 UTC  

Yea I mean first off that’s fucking amazing, but secondly. What are you trying to get from them?

2019-10-05 18:43:14 UTC  

help i guess?

2019-10-05 18:43:26 UTC  

i'm just sick feeling like shit

2019-10-05 18:43:43 UTC  

Are you depressed, or have anxiety

2019-10-05 18:43:48 UTC  

and for one time i want to wake up happy not anrgy at myself i didn't die in my sleep

2019-10-05 18:44:22 UTC  

I just went through this with my girlfriend, so I got some advice

2019-10-05 18:45:12 UTC  

So do you have a primary doctor you go like once or twice a year

2019-10-05 18:45:27 UTC  

not really

2019-10-05 18:45:35 UTC  

i only go to doctor when i'm sick

2019-10-05 18:45:49 UTC  

Ah see that’s the thing

2019-10-05 18:46:08 UTC  

If you have these thoughts, then you are.

2019-10-05 18:47:08 UTC  

My girlfriend has had the problems you are having her whole life, she tried to kill her self a couple of times, her therapist, and psych wouldn’t giver her shit. So she went to her doctor,

2019-10-05 18:48:13 UTC  

oi @DAnteForneus as ya fella country man i ll tell ya treat people like shit (every other than family gf bf friends) it helps me

2019-10-05 18:48:40 UTC  

They did blood work first to make sure it wasn’t her thyroid, because that can cause a lot of issues like that. And then they put her on an serotonin booster and she as been great ever since

2019-10-05 18:49:19 UTC  

so you guys want to hear to tier shit that fuck me up in my life? like top three

2019-10-05 18:49:19 UTC  

like you dont give fuck about them

2019-10-05 18:49:55 UTC  

i dont think it will help

2019-10-05 18:50:13 UTC  

Ik all medicines are different, but I've been on at least ten that made it worse. I found one that eases the day. I don't constantly feel like shit all day for no apparent reason, i just get really fucked up when i have reasons to be pissed or hateful

2019-10-05 18:50:15 UTC  

like we are not specialist and you said you made doctor cry

2019-10-05 18:50:39 UTC  

The point in that was dont gibe up after the first one not working

2019-10-05 18:50:57 UTC  

well fuck it hear it goes