Message from @Nobody
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How would a Ryan die
Frat house accident?
>externalizes everything to the point of hard larp
>shit guide telling you to hold back
Starbucks barrista murder mystery?
youre kinda fucked bro
Back in high school I was obsessed with finding out if ghosts and shit were real. I did everything I could possibly do to invite a spirit into my house
I'm talking Ouija, Rituals, DMT trips, prayer.
^^^^^^^
what happened to me basically
in high school I mostly just did chaos magic, making shrines for random gods shit and doing sigil stuff
it was hard to find drugs but I got my hands on weed and acid
he lived durin the salem witch trail period, he was accused of bein a witch and was harassed
real acid too
pressure became too much so he offed himself
I had a friend who got his hands on DMT
we both took a dose and
I wish I could find a DMT cart
Wait was Ryan a name in use during that peroid of time?
DMT is waaay stronger than acid
@PugThug bro, for your own mental health you need to stop externalizing your magic so much
thats how folies are made
or at least I felt like it was
^ that too
don't be a folie
@PugThug Ryan as a name was almost definitely not in use during that peroid of time
but i say ryan cuz who the hell spells it that way
It didn't really start showing up until the 1900's
what am i doing thats external
He's saying you should focus on charting your own mind, pushing it to it's absolute limits
is that gon hurt?
lol
maybe
if you fuck up, then sure
@PugThug your mind will tell itself stories that have an esoteric and exoteric way of understanding them, the whole witch trial spiel has probably a deeper meaning to you than anyone could understand, but you took it exoterically/literally/at-face-value
externalizing your magic too much will literally drive you insane