Message from @Nobody

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2019-11-28 18:55:07 UTC  

@Nobody its cuz ive gotten carried away b4

2019-11-28 18:55:14 UTC  

How would a Ryan die

2019-11-28 18:55:20 UTC  

Frat house accident?

2019-11-28 18:55:34 UTC  

>externalizes everything to the point of hard larp
>shit guide telling you to hold back

2019-11-28 18:55:34 UTC  

Starbucks barrista murder mystery?

2019-11-28 18:55:43 UTC  

youre kinda fucked bro

2019-11-28 18:55:47 UTC  

@Nobody like i was unhealthy obsessed with studying

2019-11-28 18:55:53 UTC  

Back in high school I was obsessed with finding out if ghosts and shit were real. I did everything I could possibly do to invite a spirit into my house

I'm talking Ouija, Rituals, DMT trips, prayer.

2019-11-28 18:56:01 UTC  

^^^^^^^

2019-11-28 18:56:11 UTC  

what happened to me basically

2019-11-28 18:56:21 UTC  

@Osteos suicide

2019-11-28 18:56:37 UTC  

in high school I mostly just did chaos magic, making shrines for random gods shit and doing sigil stuff

2019-11-28 18:56:52 UTC  

it was hard to find drugs but I got my hands on weed and acid

2019-11-28 18:56:57 UTC  

he lived durin the salem witch trail period, he was accused of bein a witch and was harassed

2019-11-28 18:56:59 UTC  

real acid too

2019-11-28 18:57:04 UTC  

pressure became too much so he offed himself

2019-11-28 18:57:23 UTC  

I had a friend who got his hands on DMT

2019-11-28 18:57:33 UTC  

we both took a dose and

2019-11-28 18:57:34 UTC  

@PugThug aww, that's no fun

2019-11-28 18:57:37 UTC  

I wish I could find a DMT cart

2019-11-28 18:57:41 UTC  

those sound fun

2019-11-28 18:57:50 UTC  

Wait was Ryan a name in use during that peroid of time?

2019-11-28 18:57:58 UTC  

DMT is waaay stronger than acid

2019-11-28 18:58:02 UTC  

@PugThug bro, for your own mental health you need to stop externalizing your magic so much

2019-11-28 18:58:06 UTC  

thats how folies are made

2019-11-28 18:58:09 UTC  

or at least I felt like it was

2019-11-28 18:58:30 UTC  

^ that too

2019-11-28 18:58:37 UTC  

don't be a folie

2019-11-28 18:58:55 UTC  

well it was spelled like rian i think @Osteos

2019-11-28 18:59:00 UTC  

@PugThug Ryan as a name was almost definitely not in use during that peroid of time

2019-11-28 18:59:00 UTC  

but i say ryan cuz who the hell spells it that way

2019-11-28 18:59:15 UTC  

It didn't really start showing up until the 1900's

2019-11-28 18:59:19 UTC  

@Nobody wdym by external?

2019-11-28 18:59:39 UTC  

what am i doing thats external

2019-11-28 18:59:55 UTC  

He's saying you should focus on charting your own mind, pushing it to it's absolute limits

2019-11-28 19:00:12 UTC  

is that gon hurt?

2019-11-28 19:00:17 UTC  

lol

2019-11-28 19:00:19 UTC  

maybe

2019-11-28 19:00:28 UTC  

if you fuck up, then sure

2019-11-28 19:00:37 UTC  

@PugThug your mind will tell itself stories that have an esoteric and exoteric way of understanding them, the whole witch trial spiel has probably a deeper meaning to you than anyone could understand, but you took it exoterically/literally/at-face-value

2019-11-28 19:01:00 UTC  

externalizing your magic too much will literally drive you insane