Becuase I wasn't sure lol

Not exactly what I would have expected a spirit to go by you know

Why dont you fuck around with stuff you dont understand? your guide sounds like shit

It's like meeting a demon named Kevin

you need to "explore" your "mind" if you want to progress

Or an angel named Tyrone

Just weird

a good thing for begineers to do is to do magic or meditation on drugs

and begin documenting what goes on and if any patterns happen in your trips

its cuz he used to be a human called ryan

That makes sense

but he died and became my guide

How did he die? 🤔

@Nobody its cuz ive gotten carried away b4

How would a Ryan die

Frat house accident?

>externalizes everything to the point of hard larp
>shit guide telling you to hold back

Starbucks barrista murder mystery?

youre kinda fucked bro

@Nobody like i was unhealthy obsessed with studying

Back in high school I was obsessed with finding out if ghosts and shit were real. I did everything I could possibly do to invite a spirit into my house

I'm talking Ouija, Rituals, DMT trips, prayer.

^^^^^^^

what happened to me basically

@Osteos suicide

in high school I mostly just did chaos magic, making shrines for random gods shit and doing sigil stuff

it was hard to find drugs but I got my hands on weed and acid

he lived durin the salem witch trail period, he was accused of bein a witch and was harassed

real acid too

pressure became too much so he offed himself

I had a friend who got his hands on DMT

we both took a dose and

@PugThug aww, that's no fun

I wish I could find a DMT cart

those sound fun

Wait was Ryan a name in use during that peroid of time?

DMT is waaay stronger than acid

@PugThug bro, for your own mental health you need to stop externalizing your magic so much

thats how folies are made

or at least I felt like it was

^ that too

don't be a folie