Ayyyyy, I know I was here yesterday but left early, I was a little iffy about looking back into conspiracy theories cuz it used to make me rly paranoid

But I need something to distract me from the pain I'm feeling irl so here I am lmao

Yes, welcome back to the club lol

I came here cuz I wanted to talk about...MK Ultra, I know some insider stuff cuz I used to know a few ppl in some mind control cults, and keeping all that info to myself is fucking me up 🤷

I met a guy who told me he was a second generation clone once, and he told me some rly weird shit, I was like what 👀

I'm only 16 so like... hearing all this stuff at a young age is rly troubling, you guys may be able to help me make sense of some of it, you know, since you're paranoid like me lol

Lol... idk, I kinda always knew there was something...wrong with things I guess

Male/25/South OK

is this weapon impractical

sup

i come from /x/ and im new here lol

well im already on a ton of paranormal discords

i didnt know /x/ had one lol

hmm i see

well i came here cuz i just wanted to be able to talk abt my experiences lol

i mean ur always gon get called schizo regardless but i like havin a new perspective

sweet

hmmm well i came because this place has a unique vibe to it

im looking for answers abt my spirit guide

maybe u can help me out bro?

have a look at this thread m8

http://boards.4channel.org/x/thread/23830320

im the dude who says hes got a guide named ryan

and yea, mostly clarity, ig

i want to know more about where he came from, how he died, why he chose me etc etc

most of the time i try not to explain all the details abt him, i let him come forward and explain himself to the other person

not sure if u like to work w spirits or not tho

know anyone here who does?

on the server

state of consciousness

when he died his spirit body was paralyzed, but his “form” wasn’t, if that makes sense

so he doesnt rly communicte to me thru ur standard telepathic word to word conversation

it’s more like he responds thru emotions instead

like telempathy? lol

best word i have for it

yea the latter

he’s not like any other spirit ive met before, but not in a bad way

how would i do that?

thats why i say hes an interesting sort lol, his soul can stretch out and touch other souls

so he can feel what they feel etc etc

ritualized? wdym by that exactly

i believe there was this one time i spoke to him directly thru another person

he sorta got sucked into their body by accident and i was able to speak with him face to face

does that count?

i dont like to bring that event up because he found using a body to be “really uncomfortable” and i dont rly know what he means by that so

yea, i know what u mean, and i can tell the difference by now after a lot of trial and error

sort of

@Verchiel the former

it feels like he knows more than he lets on sometimes

@kore_khthonia yea, but like, having a body is cool lol

@Verchiel yea p much

@kore_khthonia are all spirits like that? uncomfortable with human flesh

@kore_khthonia could you give me some examples?

@Verchiel well, hes told me some things... ig

he told me when my aunt was going to die, and that he’d be there to help me thru it

i dont understand how he knew that

a sign of what m8?

yea, i just... idk, that was some heavy shit to deal with

she died the next week

it was horrible

but somehow i stayed calm

i dont know why

i asked him to prove himself

like, demonstrate what kinda power he had or we because i was doubting him at the time

it was like pulling myself out of a spiritual rut

when my aunt died it shouldve hurt but maybe it was because he also said he’d show me her soul was in a good place after she died

next thing i know her ghost starts to pop up around my house

like, her figure but more transparent, ig

loftier heights?

ok but can u help me w one question tho

when i spoke to him in the other body he said something like

“i could look thru ur eyes and see what u saw if u let me”

and that he and i could switch places like walk in style

his soul would takeover my body while my soul would be out in the aether doing jackshit (resting)

that scared the fuck out of me

because it seemed like it could happen, right?

like, he’s in this other dude’s body rn

has he possessed me the same way??

fuk i just want him to come thru to someone and explain himself

i mean a part of me kinda knows why? i had a vry traumatic childhood (lost both parents) and i couldnt bear the thought of living anymore

so i gave my body to him and let him live my life

nah he didnt ask for my body or anything

i was in pain, he was just sorta... there and i pleaded for him to just takeover my life because i didnt want it anymore

even if he didnt want to... like i said b4 hes told me he thinks dense flesh is uncomfortable

the other medium just sorta walked up to me and said “hey theres this guy who says he knows you and wants to talk to you”

then he just sorta...disappeared, and let ryan talk in his body

it was creepy as hell, not so much because i was afraid of ryan or something

i just never rly understood what he was as a kid

i had no concept of a “spirit” as a kid

i thought he was alive like everyone else

yeah

long time

ever since i was a toddler

i just want someone to help me...talk to him ig, i want to ask him who he is

and ill be prepared this time unlike last time where it caught me off guard

still tho, do you know anyone here who could help me out on this?

@kore_khthonia do you work with spirits?