Message from @Osteos
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ah ok
It's nice that we can have discussions about stuff like this :)
idk belief is a funny thing and i have a strange relationship with it
my guide is prone to telling me not to interfere with what i dont yet understand
so i tend to overlook some things
good perspective tho
Is your guide an actual person
You said his name was Ryan
u mean like a real person or a spirit?
Like an actual dude named Ryan
I think he means like a human being name Ryan lol
Yeah
hes a human spirit named ryan
thats abt it lol
y do u ask m8?
Becuase I wasn't sure lol
Not exactly what I would have expected a spirit to go by you know
Why dont you fuck around with stuff you dont understand? your guide sounds like shit
It's like meeting a demon named Kevin
you need to "explore" your "mind" if you want to progress
Just weird
a good thing for begineers to do is to do magic or meditation on drugs
and begin documenting what goes on and if any patterns happen in your trips
its cuz he used to be a human called ryan
That makes sense
but he died and became my guide
How did he die? 🤔
How would a Ryan die
Frat house accident?
>externalizes everything to the point of hard larp
>shit guide telling you to hold back
Starbucks barrista murder mystery?
youre kinda fucked bro
Back in high school I was obsessed with finding out if ghosts and shit were real. I did everything I could possibly do to invite a spirit into my house
I'm talking Ouija, Rituals, DMT trips, prayer.
^^^^^^^
what happened to me basically
in high school I mostly just did chaos magic, making shrines for random gods shit and doing sigil stuff
it was hard to find drugs but I got my hands on weed and acid