Message from @Szayel's Pooppion

Discord ID: 498960063323570196


2018-10-08 20:43:44 UTC  

4 years

2018-10-08 20:43:56 UTC  

well it was alil broken up

2018-10-08 20:44:04 UTC  

in total 4-5

2018-10-08 20:44:12 UTC  

counting probation and such

2018-10-08 20:44:12 UTC  

Damn

2018-10-08 20:44:22 UTC  

Hardened criminal here

2018-10-08 20:44:24 UTC  

We’ve got a badass over here

2018-10-08 20:44:44 UTC  

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2018-10-08 20:45:02 UTC  

No I was blessed c:

2018-10-08 20:45:20 UTC  

I was protected when I did my time

2018-10-08 20:45:23 UTC  

for the most part

2018-10-08 20:45:37 UTC  

I got sent to adult prison but they kept me in the hole due to my age

2018-10-08 20:45:46 UTC  

so I didn't get to mingle with the general population

2018-10-08 20:46:30 UTC  

Damn so your mom sent you to jail

2018-10-08 20:46:52 UTC  

the neighbor heard her screaming and he called

2018-10-08 20:46:59 UTC  

we always lived in apartment buildings

2018-10-08 20:47:53 UTC  

Did you really think you would of killed your mother?

2018-10-08 20:48:22 UTC  

I thought about it before & I'm just not sure

2018-10-08 20:48:35 UTC  

I think I would have stopped, but she thinks I would have kept going

2018-10-08 20:48:52 UTC  

Did you try to stab her or something

2018-10-08 20:49:09 UTC  

But I know when I heard our neighbor shouting about what's going on, I got snapped out of it and thats when she ran away

2018-10-08 20:49:15 UTC  

Yeah I did

2018-10-08 20:49:37 UTC  

I stabbed her 3 times I believe, twice in the shoulder and once in the neck

2018-10-08 20:49:50 UTC  

With a kitchen knife?

2018-10-08 20:49:54 UTC  

Yes

2018-10-08 20:50:37 UTC  

Damn that's a really fucked situation

2018-10-08 20:50:45 UTC  

Yeah, it was

2018-10-08 20:50:56 UTC  

You were possessed by you devil

2018-10-08 20:51:01 UTC  

There was a lot of things happening at the time that drove me to that breakdown with her

2018-10-08 20:51:01 UTC  

Your

2018-10-08 20:51:06 UTC  

Haha I thought of that before

2018-10-08 20:51:18 UTC  

because when it happened that I snapped, I felt like I couldn't control my body anymore

2018-10-08 20:51:33 UTC  

so like I said when the neighbor yelled, it was like my eyes opened

2018-10-08 20:51:56 UTC  

Have you ever been that angry since?

2018-10-08 20:52:08 UTC  

I think it was also just the accumulation of traumas from childhood, a lot from her and others with life and family

2018-10-08 20:52:19 UTC  

Not angry enough to try to kill someone no

2018-10-08 20:52:24 UTC  

put my hands on someone, yeah lol

2018-10-08 20:52:30 UTC  

but I didn't succumb to it

2018-10-08 20:52:48 UTC  

It's hard to control your anger

2018-10-08 20:53:15 UTC  

I've gotten good at controlling it

2018-10-08 20:53:30 UTC  

Most things don't bother me at all these days