But I don't actually have bipolar disorder so thats a blessing

Good to hear

I know a whole family who is bipolar

So idk if it's a heritible disorder

Or genetic

Get on that

it's all been unlearning ever since I was put in jail and immediately after. which was when I was 21. Going to jail was a blessing too for that reason, my eyes were opened to who I had become.

21 when i got out i mean

Bi-polar is maternal. My grand mother was, and my aunt was.

How long were you in jail?

hmm

gotta count i cant rlly remember lol

4 years

well it was alil broken up

in total 4-5

counting probation and such

Damn

Hardened criminal here

We’ve got a badass over here

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No I was blessed c:

I was protected when I did my time

for the most part

I got sent to adult prison but they kept me in the hole due to my age

so I didn't get to mingle with the general population

Damn so your mom sent you to jail

the neighbor heard her screaming and he called

we always lived in apartment buildings

Did you really think you would of killed your mother?

I thought about it before & I'm just not sure

I think I would have stopped, but she thinks I would have kept going

Did you try to stab her or something

But I know when I heard our neighbor shouting about what's going on, I got snapped out of it and thats when she ran away

Yeah I did

I stabbed her 3 times I believe, twice in the shoulder and once in the neck

With a kitchen knife?

Yes

Damn that's a really fucked situation

Yeah, it was

You were possessed by you devil

There was a lot of things happening at the time that drove me to that breakdown with her