i have found the best way to deal with women is to distance yourself for awhile, masturbate like you are exorcising a demon, watch Patrice O'Neal, then play back the last 5 major fights/arguments you got into in your head
Gay and bluepilled. Just have to man up, kill your dreams and suppress your emotion all while working a bullshit job trying to support a woman. In the hopes that she will pump out a kid or two for you and put out once a month. Over time however since the demand to meet your families needs rises, you end up working more which results in you two distancing further. At the supermarket one day she stumbles into another man, who over time finds his way into your bed while your kids are at school.
Not blue pilled at all. I know the rules. I just fucked up and got attached. 18 year old virgin whose obedient and beautiful. Any man would have fallen for that.
It would be easier if we had a falling out or she cheated or something like that. But we didn't she just moved to New York for school. Which i told her she should do. She wanted to stay in Texas and goto a school here. But i told her if that's her best bet then she should go. Because I'm not the kind of guy who would keep her long term. I didn't think it'd mess me up so bad when she did actually leave.
