Message from @Solipsistic Vinarchy
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Oh yeah, I've been through that
To drug heads I could say it's like a bad trip.
Oh is that the thing where you feel like you are playing a video game only it’s irl
yaaaa
It's where the world turns empty
Yes
Yeah I think we talked about it once. Scary stuff
your body is like numb
You feel like a doll
yes
Empty
I went on antidepressants and it reaaaaaally fucked with my mental state. Never again.
I was on antidepressants for about a week
My memory was shot, too; I think that's what made me realize, especially when I thought of how sharp the world was when I was a kid
and I was like "hell no"
and stopped
I knew it was unnatural
and it felt unnatural
Don't do mind-altering drugs, folks. Antidepressents, dope, porn- stay away from it all
I got high a few days ago and just sat in my truck listening to music
was that it hit instantly in the same spot every time
the far side of my middle school track
Weed is way better than antidepressants
i walked in that area and it hit me instantly
True, but you should strive to not depend on any substance
Agreed
sounds like a kind of self fulfilling prophecy
like going there you associated/remembered how it make you feel
then it triggers it
@Solipsistic Vinarchy Just shows you the power of the mind. That's awful. Sounds like middle school was crushing and you associated that with emptiness or whatever
*Frued.mpg intensifies*
ya
middle school was rough
I actually started feeling it while you were talking about it.
I was homeschooled in middle school, thank God.
YA
Got better at fighting it back tho
I can do that too
project myself into it
crazy shit