Message from @Solipsistic Vinarchy
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I remember being so zogged out I couldn’t really feel anything ever
ever heard of depersonalization?
Yes
its the scariest thing ive ever experienced
What’s that
It's not fun
^
its almost impossible to describe in words
Oh yeah, I've been through that
To drug heads I could say it's like a bad trip.
Oh is that the thing where you feel like you are playing a video game only it’s irl
yaaaa
It's where the world turns empty
Yes
Yeah I think we talked about it once. Scary stuff
your body is like numb
You feel like a doll
yes
Empty
I went on antidepressants and it reaaaaaally fucked with my mental state. Never again.
My memory was shot, too; I think that's what made me realize, especially when I thought of how sharp the world was when I was a kid
and I was like "hell no"
and stopped
I knew it was unnatural
and it felt unnatural
Don't do mind-altering drugs, folks. Antidepressents, dope, porn- stay away from it all
I got high a few days ago and just sat in my truck listening to music
The craziest part about my depersonalization experience
was that it hit instantly in the same spot every time
the far side of my middle school track
Weed is way better than antidepressants
i walked in that area and it hit me instantly
True, but you should strive to not depend on any substance
Agreed
sounds like a kind of self fulfilling prophecy
like going there you associated/remembered how it make you feel
then it triggers it
@Solipsistic Vinarchy Just shows you the power of the mind. That's awful. Sounds like middle school was crushing and you associated that with emptiness or whatever
*Frued.mpg intensifies*
ya