Message from @Solipsistic Vinarchy

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2018-07-03 06:33:43 UTC  

Yes

2018-07-03 06:33:44 UTC  

its the scariest thing ive ever experienced

2018-07-03 06:33:49 UTC  

What’s that

2018-07-03 06:33:52 UTC  

It's not fun

2018-07-03 06:33:55 UTC  

^

2018-07-03 06:34:06 UTC  

its almost impossible to describe in words

2018-07-03 06:34:13 UTC  

Oh yeah, I've been through that

2018-07-03 06:34:14 UTC  

To drug heads I could say it's like a bad trip.

2018-07-03 06:34:26 UTC  

Oh is that the thing where you feel like you are playing a video game only it’s irl

2018-07-03 06:34:31 UTC  

yaaaa

2018-07-03 06:34:33 UTC  

It's where the world turns empty

2018-07-03 06:34:38 UTC  

Yes

2018-07-03 06:34:45 UTC  

Yeah I think we talked about it once. Scary stuff

2018-07-03 06:34:49 UTC  

your body is like numb

2018-07-03 06:34:56 UTC  

You feel like a doll

2018-07-03 06:34:59 UTC  

yes

2018-07-03 06:35:00 UTC  

Empty

2018-07-03 06:35:04 UTC  

I went on antidepressants and it reaaaaaally fucked with my mental state. Never again.

2018-07-03 06:35:21 UTC  

I was on antidepressants for about a week

2018-07-03 06:35:23 UTC  

My memory was shot, too; I think that's what made me realize, especially when I thought of how sharp the world was when I was a kid

2018-07-03 06:35:28 UTC  

and I was like "hell no"

2018-07-03 06:35:30 UTC  

and stopped

2018-07-03 06:35:37 UTC  

I knew it was unnatural

2018-07-03 06:35:42 UTC  

and it felt unnatural

2018-07-03 06:36:12 UTC  

Don't do mind-altering drugs, folks. Antidepressents, dope, porn- stay away from it all

2018-07-03 06:36:29 UTC  

I got high a few days ago and just sat in my truck listening to music

2018-07-03 06:36:49 UTC  

The craziest part about my depersonalization experience

2018-07-03 06:36:57 UTC  

was that it hit instantly in the same spot every time

2018-07-03 06:37:08 UTC  

the far side of my middle school track

2018-07-03 06:37:15 UTC  

Weed is way better than antidepressants

2018-07-03 06:37:23 UTC  

i walked in that area and it hit me instantly

2018-07-03 06:37:30 UTC  

True, but you should strive to not depend on any substance

2018-07-03 06:37:36 UTC  

Agreed

2018-07-03 06:37:41 UTC  

sounds like a kind of self fulfilling prophecy

2018-07-03 06:37:55 UTC  

like going there you associated/remembered how it make you feel

2018-07-03 06:38:01 UTC  

then it triggers it

2018-07-03 06:38:01 UTC  

@Solipsistic Vinarchy Just shows you the power of the mind. That's awful. Sounds like middle school was crushing and you associated that with emptiness or whatever

2018-07-03 06:38:11 UTC  

*Frued.mpg intensifies*

2018-07-03 06:38:16 UTC  

ya

2018-07-03 06:38:20 UTC  

middle school was rough

2018-07-03 06:38:23 UTC  

I actually started feeling it while you were talking about it.