Message from @Donut Steel Tendies
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@Rarespawn | (213) venetic conditions suck :-/. Currently in pain at the middle of the night, and doing some physiotherapy.
I did a thread on how I could troll a girl from one of my courses
it was some of the cringiest shit one could possibly write
taht was a bit more than a year ago
I've had this stupid idea that she was actually a lesbian but kept her male friends around her for confidence/utility
all because of a minor incident related to one of her friends
Damn
What was it about the girl that really irked you?
one of her friends asked me if I needed help with one of the blueprints we needed to make
I politely refused and he threw some insults at me
and somehow this whole damn conspiracy was born in my head
and you know what the worst part was?
Yeah?
Now, I may be wrong
but it started to seem that she was actually into me
and maybe that whole incident with her friend was some weird plan into getting me to talk to her or something
idk but regardless I feel awful about this
How are things now?
we talked a few times and she disappeared completely after that
Did you troll her or anything? Or it was just the thread?
nope I didn't do anything about it
I jsut went on a rant
hell even the mgtow people were a little disturbed and told that I'd get into trouble over this
Do you still feel hatred or something of that sorts towards the girl or the friend who insulted you?
Not at all
why would I feel hatred against her?
I mean at the moment I felt threatened
Yeah
her friend is a total weirdo though
he still couldve been a niceguy (tm)
Sounds like a good friend or an orbiter. Don't want to use the term. But sounds like it.
Anyways, you must feel the cringe entirely. You must remember the moment. Let it be a lesson to you.
I guess so
tbh part of the reason I was attracted to the TRP was my general mistrust towards women at the time
Mistrust?
Yes
In fact, I've had a mistrust against people in general
but maybe the fact that I was attracted to women made me feel vulnerable in that regard so I just started avoiding them completely