Message from @hootenanny4569
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@насильственное убийство I know lmao, just having fun with it
@thedarkness05 Oh. Well in that case.
BEGONE, THOT! I SHALL DEFEND MY OWN VIRGINITY FROM THINE WHORES!
There we go. I heard evocation is the way to go though
tough night
Whats going on king? Still in the same funk from last night?
I tried calling my parents last night earlier on and nobody picked up the phone, so instead I got drunk
too drunk and now I'm depressed as shit
I mean bad coping strat king, I know you're trying to cut back on the sauce. These are trying times indeed, but you aint alone in this fight
yeah there's not much to say, I'll feel better soon
I know you will, stay strong
Hang in there bro, were here
today is one of the days i get so stressed out that i want to fucking bang my head to a wall until i die from it
i feel you king, its been a long day
Why whazzup bud?
I got fit too late in life, before I'm 40 I'll need surgery to fix my lower back because I was heavy in my teens. Get fit and get fit early Kings.
I had a relapse...
Was doing good. Thought I was improving
Then I woke up with a fucking high anxiety and sadness
Man depression sucks on ice
might sound dumb
Hit me
im making 20 years old tomorrow
And it always makes me sad
like
I miss the old times when my grandfather was alive to greet me on my birthday
things changed
my family changed a lot since then
and I really hate getting older
as I said, sounds dumb. But when you suffer from anxiety, everything looks like a nightmare
The best thing you can do then is to push till your that age and the same, and I understand but do you mind me asking what you relapsed with? alochol, drugs, cutting? if not its cool
alcohol
I dont have anxiety but I had deoression real bad as a tee
Sorry
I mean, I use alcohol to feel ''better''
I suffer from a high degree of anxiety and depression
weeks ago I was feeling better
dunno how to put it
I get that. alcohol helps make you feel better. The important thing is that your not beating yourself up over relapse, shit happens and ya gotta keep truckin
Shit changes sometimes its good sometimes ya aint