Bad news: slowly all of them are becoming idiots

Sorry to all of gals in this server, but I am yet to meet one the same age as mine that do not act like whores

Idk, feels like they lost half of the brain and left them in their mothers womb

@насильственное убийство it be like that

Not saying how beautiful I am, but it sucks to have bitches on your toe

Better alone than having some shitty thot after you

I regret every attempt to get in a relationship with one of them

Fucking end my life

Point it to the rooftop of my mouth or something

Felt the whole day like garbage

I feel my brain is frying

@Sir Harndes hey king, we're here for you

Its a nightmare

I love to sleep because I cant stand being awake

When im sleeping, I dream the most joyful (altough random) scenarios

I feel in peace

And I remember every dream I have

But when I wake up, anxiety hit me like a train

Hmm, maybe try some meditation? Talking about it might also help

I tried

I cant

Talking about it is the only one of two things that actually help me

But they're painkillers

The illness isnt cured

Maybe im just goig to accept my own destiny towards oblivion and admit all I do is for nothing, accept I wont see my loved ones ever again and just survive in this hell hole we call world

Ok, just realized I just explained perfectly what im going through. Can't get more accurate

Dunno how some people can cope with it just well

You know what helped me when I was goung through shit? I wrote poetry, i havenr had much passion or motivation after I found myself but it might help you

I mean we've all had our bouts with things. I remember when I was going through my existential nihilism phase. I just kept going until I found a purpose. Didnt need to be grand, I just needed to enjoy it.
Also, the way niche intended nhilism to be interpreted, was that if nothing truly matters, then you should live your life to its fullest. It dosent matter if cosmically things are insignificant, so long as you enjoy the ride and do what makes you happy. Similar concept to people are always going to judge you to some extent so might as well just be who you are anyways

Everyone needs people and it's best if you can find yourself some. The times you have with them are the best and the things you will remember. There's nothing too logical about it, after you've been around a good group for a good length of time your brain spontaneously decides to be happy. While quarantine means that we all have less than ideal social lives, it also means that many are branching out and looking for more online friends. It would definitely be worth seeing if you could find more people, even if you'll only realistically be able to contact them online.

BTW I realise the stuff I say here probably comes across as blunt. I'm not the greatest at text communication and am working on it. All the best everyone. I don't mean to insult anyone's problems.

Everyone has shit to deal with and some people have it worse.

thanks for the kind words

But I dunno if y'all can help me

I can't help myself

Everyone can help themselves, you gotta find your inner strength. There's always an alternative, a new treatment, an experimental medication, something new to find.

Ya got it dude

@thedarkness05 well, I agree with you tbh

I should enjoy my time here

You know, I am (or was) an extremely idealistic person

Got a political moviment that identifiy as right? Count me in, I'm going to hell and back to change the world by any means