I feel in peace

And I remember every dream I have

But when I wake up, anxiety hit me like a train

Hmm, maybe try some meditation? Talking about it might also help

I tried

I cant

Talking about it is the only one of two things that actually help me

But they're painkillers

The illness isnt cured

Maybe im just goig to accept my own destiny towards oblivion and admit all I do is for nothing, accept I wont see my loved ones ever again and just survive in this hell hole we call world

Ok, just realized I just explained perfectly what im going through. Can't get more accurate

Dunno how some people can cope with it just well

You know what helped me when I was goung through shit? I wrote poetry, i havenr had much passion or motivation after I found myself but it might help you

I mean we've all had our bouts with things. I remember when I was going through my existential nihilism phase. I just kept going until I found a purpose. Didnt need to be grand, I just needed to enjoy it.
Also, the way niche intended nhilism to be interpreted, was that if nothing truly matters, then you should live your life to its fullest. It dosent matter if cosmically things are insignificant, so long as you enjoy the ride and do what makes you happy. Similar concept to people are always going to judge you to some extent so might as well just be who you are anyways

Everyone needs people and it's best if you can find yourself some. The times you have with them are the best and the things you will remember. There's nothing too logical about it, after you've been around a good group for a good length of time your brain spontaneously decides to be happy. While quarantine means that we all have less than ideal social lives, it also means that many are branching out and looking for more online friends. It would definitely be worth seeing if you could find more people, even if you'll only realistically be able to contact them online.

BTW I realise the stuff I say here probably comes across as blunt. I'm not the greatest at text communication and am working on it. All the best everyone. I don't mean to insult anyone's problems.

Everyone has shit to deal with and some people have it worse.

thanks for the kind words

But I dunno if y'all can help me

I can't help myself

Everyone can help themselves, you gotta find your inner strength. There's always an alternative, a new treatment, an experimental medication, something new to find.

Ya got it dude

@thedarkness05 well, I agree with you tbh

I should enjoy my time here

You know, I am (or was) an extremely idealistic person

Got a political moviment that identifiy as right? Count me in, I'm going to hell and back to change the world by any means

Byt I begun to lose my inner strenght through time

@Sir Harndes fuck yeah dude, glad to hear you're gonna persevere. And dont worry about losing steam, everyone needs to take a break and recharge, we're only human. But when things get tough I can count on people, and you can do the same with us

> glad to hear you're gonna persevere

for now

unfortunately I don't see the point why I should persevere

im just, persevering

I think the Corona is in the warehouse I work at

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I think corona is fake

K but u rong doe

Idk man
I think it's super weird I've been over exposed to the public and i have a super compromised immune system and NOTHING

You're wrong. I'm in NY and I've seen the bodies piling up

Wasnt hasnt this shit killed me yet.

@tacticaltrap not according to tyrant Beshear