Message from @TheKekscernist
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Nice
Don't see myself ever accomplishing my goals
Like I say, that attitude will pass eventually
i have shit upper body strength but my lower body us that of a God
I'm the opposite
I don't think it will though, you can only go so long being discouraged by lack of results
"they told me not to miss leg day, so all i did was leg day"
Upper body muscle is packed super tight. Not much flexibility. My old man and I are naturally big chested. So long as I have the glucose, upper body strength keeps on going and going
i have a wide back myself
Like I say GT I was there. It passes.
chest isn't half bad either
me too GT, i wad there
I mean
i still am lol
My friend wanted to take me for a "light weight, high rep workout" at the gym
His idea of "light weight" was more than my 1RM
I'm back at 128KG
It's basically climbing a hill
You get there eventually
had a huge depressive relapse back in December and haven't recovered since
The most I've ever benched is 56kg
probably will get better when i finish school for good
1RM...
@GT1646 better than me man, most i benched was 35
Well I have Rock solid motivation for going to the gym
i legit had to lift only the bar the first time because my chest was utter shit
If I don't see the diabeetus catches me
And I die the slowest and most miserable death
my father's side mostly died of diabetes
including said father
diabetes and heart problems
The most I ever squatted was 120kg. And then I fucked my knee sideways. So I'll likely never hit that number again
I'm currently suffering from hypertension already at 19 years old
Yep it's ravaging my father's side of the family. Countless horrible complications. I am not going to let that happen to me. It is perhaps the easiest motivation I could ever have
and I'm not talking 130/85 hypertension, I'm talking 150/100 hypertension
Yeah I had high blood pressure at one point
Higher than that even
I just want to stop looking like a chubby 15 year old
I look underdeveloped
I have so many friends that have never picked up a weight in their life and they are 100x more muscular than I am
the most dedicated thing I've ever done besides video games was train Rugby for 3 years