my legs on the other hand *whistle* i was pressing 220KG by the time i stopped going to the gym

The gym is just another thing I want to give up on

Nice

Don't see myself ever accomplishing my goals

Like I say, that attitude will pass eventually

i have shit upper body strength but my lower body us that of a God

I'm the opposite

I don't think it will though, you can only go so long being discouraged by lack of results

"they told me not to miss leg day, so all i did was leg day"

Upper body muscle is packed super tight. Not much flexibility. My old man and I are naturally big chested. So long as I have the glucose, upper body strength keeps on going and going

i have a wide back myself

Like I say GT I was there. It passes.

chest isn't half bad either

me too GT, i wad there

I mean

i still am lol

My friend wanted to take me for a "light weight, high rep workout" at the gym

His idea of "light weight" was more than my 1RM

I'm back at 128KG

It's basically climbing a hill

You get there eventually

had a huge depressive relapse back in December and haven't recovered since

The most I've ever benched is 56kg

Sucks man

probably will get better when i finish school for good

1RM...

@GT1646 better than me man, most i benched was 35

Well I have Rock solid motivation for going to the gym

i legit had to lift only the bar the first time because my chest was utter shit

If I don't see the diabeetus catches me

And I die the slowest and most miserable death

my father's side mostly died of diabetes

including said father

diabetes and heart problems

The most I ever squatted was 120kg. And then I fucked my knee sideways. So I'll likely never hit that number again

I'm currently suffering from hypertension already at 19 years old

Yep it's ravaging my father's side of the family. Countless horrible complications. I am not going to let that happen to me. It is perhaps the easiest motivation I could ever have

and I'm not talking 130/85 hypertension, I'm talking 150/100 hypertension

Yeah I had high blood pressure at one point

Higher than that even

I just want to stop looking like a chubby 15 year old

I look underdeveloped