Thinking about my ex.

Just bad bad bad overall

Music, video games, books?

Try those to think on something else 🤷

I have to get to sleep

I have an exam tomorrow and I can't oversleep it

I went to bed early to prevent all of this

And here I am

Depressed as fuck

Thinking about my ex.

Ever try some melatonin pills? My wife swears they help her sleep.

I have prescription sleep meds...

Melatonin never did anything for me.

To quote this one chick on Twitter "melatonin is for pussies"

Lol

@Andrules autocad is next year. They are emphasizing to engineering students the importance of being able to free hand draw everything without rulers... I have already done all this shit in Carpentry so its frustrating working with newbies on a project worth 20% of my mark.

I just want to be happy.

Is that too much to ask

Oh. So that’s for school. Okay now I get it <:TheodoreRooseveltLaugh:585130800870195200>

@GT1646 not sure what to tell you man. Time will eventually heal the wound.

I've been hearing that for 5 years.

@GT1646 you have to just keep moving.

Honestly, go travel and be a degenerate for a while. Not something I recommend often, but sometimes a person needs it

I don't have money

I'm in debt

Go pop some mols and bang a rave slut. I lost my dad several years ago and the girl I was planning to propose to broke up with me at his funeral. I was a mess for 3 months, was ready to end it all and then I went to my first rave and did a lot of things I shouldn't have, but it gave me a wake up call on what life has to offer. I wish I didn't do the drugs, but at the same time I probably wouldn't be around today if I hadn't.

I don't do drugs and I'm saving myself for marriage

Just find things to do that push you out of your comfort zone. A lot of that can be cheap and give you plenty of perspective

That's good. I tried, until that girl ruined it for me. Things can fall off the wagon fast

Almost everything is out of my comfort zone. I have no friends and I hate doing things alone

My existence as it stands:

Go to school
Come back
Go to room
Leave to get food
Bring food back

Go to sleep (at least try)

And repeat

Have to start small then. Every little thing helps. Even forcing yourself to make eye contact with people you walk by is an achievement that builds you up

In all honesty

I'm hoping for like a heart attack

Or something like that

I'm too tired of this.

Hit the gym or maintain exercise, cut out processed foods, get plenty of probiotics, and make sure to get enough sleep

It's easy to fall asleep if you carb load and hit the gym before bed

I was exercising consistently until I blew out my knee

All I eat are processed foods

I can't sleep