Message from @Andrules

Discord ID: 651310267808088075


2019-12-03 06:00:31 UTC  

Drafting sucks when your partners can't draw. Been fixing this BS for 3 hours

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2019-12-03 06:06:42 UTC  

Ugh

2019-12-03 06:06:53 UTC  

No computer drawings?

2019-12-03 06:16:54 UTC  

I'm in full on depression mood right now

2019-12-03 06:16:58 UTC  

Can't sleep

2019-12-03 06:17:11 UTC  

Took my meds hours ago and they didn't work this time

2019-12-03 06:17:22 UTC  

Thinking about my ex.

2019-12-03 06:17:29 UTC  

Just bad bad bad overall

2019-12-03 06:21:03 UTC  

Music, video games, books?

2019-12-03 06:21:21 UTC  

Try those to think on something else 🤷

2019-12-03 06:31:47 UTC  

I have to get to sleep

2019-12-03 06:32:01 UTC  

I have an exam tomorrow and I can't oversleep it

2019-12-03 06:32:14 UTC  

I went to bed early to prevent all of this

2019-12-03 06:32:17 UTC  

And here I am

2019-12-03 06:32:21 UTC  

Depressed as fuck

2019-12-03 06:32:28 UTC  

Thinking about my ex.

2019-12-03 06:32:44 UTC  

Ever try some melatonin pills? My wife swears they help her sleep.

2019-12-03 06:33:03 UTC  

I have prescription sleep meds...

2019-12-03 06:33:11 UTC  

Melatonin never did anything for me.

2019-12-03 06:33:40 UTC  

To quote this one chick on Twitter "melatonin is for pussies"

2019-12-03 06:34:28 UTC  

Lol

2019-12-03 06:36:08 UTC  

@Andrules autocad is next year. They are emphasizing to engineering students the importance of being able to free hand draw everything without rulers... I have already done all this shit in Carpentry so its frustrating working with newbies on a project worth 20% of my mark.

2019-12-03 06:36:34 UTC  

I just want to be happy.

2019-12-03 06:36:40 UTC  

Is that too much to ask

2019-12-03 06:36:53 UTC  

Oh. So that’s for school. Okay now I get it <:TheodoreRooseveltLaugh:585130800870195200>

2019-12-03 06:37:40 UTC  

@GT1646 not sure what to tell you man. Time will eventually heal the wound.

2019-12-03 06:37:57 UTC  

I've been hearing that for 5 years.

2019-12-03 06:38:16 UTC  

@GT1646 you have to just keep moving.

2019-12-03 06:39:17 UTC  

Honestly, go travel and be a degenerate for a while. Not something I recommend often, but sometimes a person needs it

2019-12-03 06:39:26 UTC  

I don't have money

2019-12-03 06:39:34 UTC  

I'm in debt

2019-12-03 06:44:02 UTC  

Go pop some mols and bang a rave slut. I lost my dad several years ago and the girl I was planning to propose to broke up with me at his funeral. I was a mess for 3 months, was ready to end it all and then I went to my first rave and did a lot of things I shouldn't have, but it gave me a wake up call on what life has to offer. I wish I didn't do the drugs, but at the same time I probably wouldn't be around today if I hadn't.

2019-12-03 06:44:43 UTC  

I don't do drugs and I'm saving myself for marriage

2019-12-03 06:44:48 UTC  

Just find things to do that push you out of your comfort zone. A lot of that can be cheap and give you plenty of perspective

2019-12-03 06:45:43 UTC  

That's good. I tried, until that girl ruined it for me. Things can fall off the wagon fast

2019-12-03 06:45:48 UTC  

Almost everything is out of my comfort zone. I have no friends and I hate doing things alone

2019-12-03 06:46:43 UTC  

My existence as it stands:

Go to school
Come back
Go to room
Leave to get food
Bring food back

Go to sleep (at least try)

And repeat

2019-12-03 06:47:08 UTC  

Have to start small then. Every little thing helps. Even forcing yourself to make eye contact with people you walk by is an achievement that builds you up

2019-12-03 06:47:26 UTC  

In all honesty

2019-12-03 06:47:35 UTC  

I'm hoping for like a heart attack

2019-12-03 06:47:45 UTC  

Or something like that