But that's a story i doubt you guys would wanna hear too much about, unless you want a good laugh.

Yep, broke their resolve. Lol.

Then again at that time, despite me being 14...I was 6 feet tall, and weighed over 200 pounds. You're not moving me easily even if i just laid there. Lmfao.

Yeah, black bears you scare off. Grizzlies? You're fucked. Just...Lay there and hope he doesn't nom nom you into oblivion.

They climb trees too...

It's slow, but they'll get up to you. Lol.

I'm assuming the person in that situation is unarmed. If armed, shoot it. Repeatedly.

Though in the case of a grizzly. I think the best cal would be anything 45 and up. Preferably something like a 357 magnum, but hey. Work with what you got. 12 gauge buckshot is pretty useful there too, albeit not as accurate...And you'll need to be closer to the target. 🙂 But hey, risk it to get the biscuit right?

Yep, that's why if a bear is trying to nom me and i'm armed. My whole salvos getting emptied right into it's face. Best case? I kill the bear, worst? I make it harder for him to eat me. And hopefully he'll die shortly after mauling me to death. Lol.

If i can't win. I'm gonna engage M.A.D.

Or two...Or three...Who's counting again?

I doubt i could, anyone who kills a bear with a melee weapon of any kind to me is a fucking badass.
The only time i've done anything close to that was when i was a kid, dog tried to maul me...I killed it. Bare handed, but now i would just punt it into the next dimension. I'm NOT a child anymore. Lol.

I love dogs, but if one tries to nom me. Ehhhh, sorry lassy. But ya gotta go.

Was told by others i starting eating it and sucking on it's throat after i tore into it, does that count? I kinda...Lost my shit, understandable considering. Lol. Not sure how accurate that is given i don't remember much after i killed it, i kinda blanked out after that. I tend to do that in a fight, apparently it's a subtype of seizure...And seizures run in my family. Though that subtype i function in them, been told i go berserk like that when in that exact state. That functional state seems to only last between seconds and minutes, but it's usually more than enough to do whatever i am about to do in that highly degraded mental state. I lack almost any memory of it, but my most insane moments are mostly contained in seizures like those. Lol.

I really can't, once it goes past a point....It takes a life of it's own, it's like my mind is being snuffed out one sector at a time. Then i blank out.
It's not anger issues though, seems to be an error in my brain. I'm actually pretty good at controlling my anger. Lol.

Yeah, i got this condition where my brain has some sort of error. It's got that seizure disorder as a symptom of it, got diagnosed as a teen. But before that people had no clue why i would just flip out in those situations...They just thought i went psycho. Lol.

They say it's psychological, but that doesn't make sense given i'm the one living it. And from my perspective, it feels like a hardwired error. So i think there's a neurological component, since the human brain isn't fully understood yet. It's possible that it's such a fine tuned pathway or a complex one that noticing this error in patients like myself is impossible currently...Because they don't even know what to identify.

But i do admit that condition i got specifically has a psychological component too. But it seems like their linked heavily, not sure what exactly is going on. But i know their both involved. They have to be to actually cause these symptoms, so hopefully someday they find out more. But i doubt i'll get to see or benefit from it. Lol.

But yeah, in that functional stage of the seizure while in that state. I am highly hostile, usually to the person or object of my aggression. Whatever i was feeling at the time i initially entered that state seems to impact what i do generally. If i'm depressed for example, i start smashing myself to pieces. If it's rage though, i'll be generally hostile. But if it's targeted, like in the case of a fight. Whoever is the one that is fighting me is the thing that will take the brunt of those blows. Usually i seem to be doing basic motor functions, think grabbing, crushing, biting, possibly punching, and the like.

I ironically got viking blood in me apparently too, so who knows. Maybe it's a genetic disposition, lmfao. Wouldn't be surprised.

Sorry about that, i just wanted to try and get the info out the best i could. I tried to shorten it as much as possible though.

I do have to say though, despite this. I consider myself more of a glass cannon. Sure, i could likely kill someone in a fight like this.(And have nearly done that before, too.) But odds are i won't have the brains to not take severe damage myself, therefore making my survival go down too.
Oh okay, good. 🙂

The good news? My body despite my health is pretty damn tanky, or least it was Sometimes i wonder genuinely what the hell was allowing me to survive some of the injuries i did survive. It's like: "Did i glitch the code or something somehow?" Another thing, i even got hit by lightning at one point too. And got the scars...Didn't realize they were from that though, i had too many scars to notice until i found out what lightning scars look like. And given those scars specifically follow the path the bolt took. And they look exactly like one would expect, eh it's probably the lightning that did that. Lol.

I seem to have a natural resistance to electric jolts. I've taken lethal charges before and all it did was make me go: "Okay, that was weird." Lmfao. My dad's the same way, too. So that might be a genetic thing.

Also found out two things: One, the condition i have that causes my seizures among many other symptoms, apparently there's a good chance the lightning strike contributed to that happening for me. And two: Head injuries also can cause that condition to develop. I had...Both. So, i kinda got boned on that. Had no idea though, found that out just a month or two ago or so. I was going: "So what you're saying is, i might not of been born with some of this. And instead, my injuries may have contributed to it? Greaat...Too bad i can't sue."

Though the seizures may also be from my genetic predisposition to developing them. So there's that too. That's generally how my health is, attacked from all sides. Lmfao.

Not sure what that means...But i assume that's good for you? Or perhaps a brown alert moment?

Lol.

Not even sure what you said, but it's funny nonetheless.

My health currently in gamer terms to me. It is as follows:
You're a battleship in WOW, you're whole deck's on fire. Half your main battery is down and your seconds are going in and out of action, you're taking shots from every enemy team member while your team is busy lemming on the other side of the map. AND you suddenly notice several torps barreling towards you. Sure, you might get out of it. But good luck! But i am gonna try, who knows. I might get out with a sliver of health left. Lol.

I hope that made sense. I think it does. Anyways, i'll see you guys later. Have a nice night everyone, and stay alive. Give that world a beat-down. 🙂

How live is this chat guys? I have something i would like to ask for your opinion on...

Okay, good. I'm in the USA, haha. I was wanting to ask if anyone would like to hear my red pill story, i'm thinking about taking the plunge and making content. Likely on a site like Bitchute because Youtube would likely ban me immediately. Lol.

Ah, i haven't made any right now. So i won't be shilling 'cause i got nothing to shill just yet. But i am glad you gave your answer, i'm just not used to reaching out and getting a good reaction...Most my life, anytime i reached out. I got my hand cut off metaphorically. Got me real keen on not reaching out in any fashion even if i should. And you ain't got to worry about call rooms, i'm not even feeling well enough to speak over a mic right now. I was just wanting a response to see if my idea would be accepted. Lol. I figured it would, but again my past experiences has made me more prone to being jaded about such things.

So, how have you been @DankChum? I hope you've been doing well.

Good to know you're doing okay. Yeah, i noticed. I hope you're right on that one. And yeah Conker. I noticed that too. Lol. Chat when it's more active i notice flies by. Lmfao.

Ah, you nocturnal too?

Haha, okay. I'm nocturnal, always have been. Blade Runner i bet you couldn't go wrong with Dank, the original 80s movie was great. Bet the book will be just as good.

Understandable Chum. And yeah, i can understand that Conker. Most people tend to not be nocturnal by nature, for some reason my sleep cycle is naturally flipped. If i allow it to set itself naturally, and if i'm not sick with some BS like i am now. It'll be flipped from the norm. Was told it might be my sun allergy, brain's trying to avoid the thing that's trying to kill it. Lol.

Which makes sense to me, but it's kinda funny nonetheless. If there's a Halloween party in my town this year, i hope to be able to go to it. Probably gonna just go as a fucking vampire, given that's basically what i am apparently. "Now's my chance!" What you guys got planned for Halloween? 🙂

Cool, i plan to see it. But not anytime soon.I have a habit of waiting months, or sometimes years before watching a movie. XD
I don't need makeup, i'm already pale and have the look one generally expects a vampire to have. I wasn't even in costume last time i went to a Halloween event and got asked if i was going as a vampire. My reaction was: "Um...I always look like this? I'm not in costume..." Lol. That was pretty funny, the look of dumb founded shock on his face when i said that was pretty funny. I think he thought i was wearing makeup.

Maybe i can go as fucking Dracula, haha. Though i have definitely decided to just go as what i am, and add the stereotypical attire if possible. It's easier than going as let's say a clown or something, 'cause i don't like makeup. Makes me feel like it'll get in my eyes, somehow. Lol.

Yes, actually. Never figured out why, but yeah...I do. Just not as often as most think, feeding every couple to a few weeks is enough to keep my body from freaking out. I tend to prefer blood through meat substrate though, it's easier to obtain and less obvious what i'm doing. Plus, the protein also helps my muscles from breaking down. Been drinking blood since i was a baby...It's like hunger or thirst really, like there's a light bulb in my brain that turns on going: "You need X." Lol.

I was feeding before i even understood what i was doing, basically.

I'll look them up. Not sure who they are.
Would you like to explain what these stages are..? I'm not sure because i've never heard of this.

Oh, well shit. It's from a game. Damn it.

I was actually hoping you were talking about a real clan, lol. I've been passively searching for people like me, partially because i seem to be the only one even close to my state health wise regarding this within a 100 mile radius...

Yeah, you're probably right. When i was younger i had the fangs too. But...They rotted out, malnutrition is a bitch. I was so low in Vitamin D that it wasn't even measured when i got a test, so low it didn't even register. Found that out recently, it was even lower than i thought. Lol. My eye color is also odd. Too, they're a reddish amber. It's actually a good indicator to how much i've fed and if i need to again. The less red they are in color the longer i've gone, not sure why that's a thing. But it's one of the physiological symptoms i have picked up on over the years. Others have to, for example: When i feed too much they go straight up red. Only happened a few times in my life, but anyone present when the color shifted noticed.

Ngl?

Oh okay, yeah. Though people don't like looking me in the eyes, been told it's like looking at death. Lmfao. But yeah, i noticed that too. My mom's got a mix of amber and green, actually.

So i probably inheritted it from her.

My jawline is apparently more masculine than Chad...It's so masculine it's sharp edged, i didn't even realize that until yesterday. Lmfao.

I found a chick like that before i found MGTOW. My ex...She thought she was a vampire. Ironically, this was before i finally came around to my own vampirism. I didn't wanna admit and embrace it until i confirmed it medically. At least, sufficiently to actually take on the term honestly. I don't like rushing to conclusions like that unless i have evidence to back it. So the whole time, she was pretending...And then the day i came back from my doc with papers to prove my health. She was real freaked out...I got the fucking proof. That was a funny moment.

I am following MGTOW, i don't even want to get near women. Already been propositioned before, and rejected it. Lol.

I don't even get out much, like a few times a month...So the fact any chick is giving me a look in that short amount of time. I guess that says it for itself. And i don't even look that muscular, i got a gaunt and more skeletal frame. Especially now that my weight has dropped.

Well, it depends on the amount. The standard feeding just prolongs symptoms that are pretty nasty, namely my GI tract freaking out, muscle weakness, heightened sensitivity to UV light, paler skin(I'm already corpse pale, but it's gotten even worse.), among many others. But in higher amounts, like in a binge...That's the point my eyes might go red, and i do get a high of sorts. It's hard to explain, roughly half an hour or so after a binge i feel this high for lack of a better word. I still feel the pain from my chronic issues, but my mental state is altered. I think faster, my reflexes get better, but i don't like doing that because while my tolerance to iron is higher than the norm. I don't know my ceiling, so i don't wanna overdo it.

Iron poisoning is still possible, albeit harder. For me. I don't wanna end up in the ER because i stupidly experimented on myself too extensively. Lol.

As to blending into society, no not really. But this is likely due to my lack of ability to blend into social cues, rather than my vampirism. If i actually could socialize like a normie. I probably would blend in reasonably well socially, but i definitely don't look normal. So i wouldn't fit into a crowd.

So long as it's not quiet enough to hear my bones creak and pop when i am moving, i actually have snuck up on people without me even trying.(Even with it being that quiet, most people aren't aware enough to notice me coming if i'm not visible...) Lol. So my stealth game is pretty good apparently, but blending into crowds likely won't work if i'm visible. I'm pretty easy to recognize. Only pale white dude in a crowd that looks like me...

I don't know if no-fap powers would be stronger or not. I wouldn't really call the effects of me drinking blood superpowers, more so just effects i've noticed. I wish i had real superpowers, believe me. If i DO have superpowers, i'm not aware of them. Lol.

As to how it tastes, if that's also what you meant. It tastes like blood..? I haven't known a time where it tasted any different than it does to me. So i can't really answer in terms of differences between me and you. But if i am in need of a feeding, one thing i notice is it's like being dehydrated and drinking water. As far as feelings beyond flavor and aside from physiological effects, it's like that. You're real thirsty, because you're dehydrated. So when you drink a decent amount of water you get that feeling of satiation and your body shuts up for awhile. Lol.

I hope i answered you clearly, and apologies for a wall of text. You just asked a question and i didn't wanna give a partial answer.

I'm gonna get off here guys, see you around. Hope you all have a nice day. 🙂

Hey guys, how's everyone doing?

Haha, good one. Eh, hurting. I hope i'm getting over whatever funk i was in though, also ate some bueritos from McDonalds...They're fighting back a little now, lol. But i'll be fine, you? And good meme, though i gotta add: "Vampires don't fucking sparkle!" Too. Lmfao.

Definitely true, someone is getting fucked. Oh man i wish i had those fucking powers. If only that were a thing, man. Ironically if i hadn't taken the head injury that destroyed my nose's bridge when younger i would sound almost identical to Alucard...I can swing it that way when i want because it's just a few levels down from my resting pitch now, but the constant air pressure backflow in my sinuses causes pain due to the damage from the injury. Plus loosing the ability to smell also sucks. :/

Yeah i know right? Though i guess i should be thankful my skull didn't just go right into my brain, was told that's something that could've happened if i had been facing straight ahead when i smashed head first into that steel pole. Lol. If i worked on it more, i probably could do and ASMR type thing. But it'll be hard...

And embarrassing. Don't forget embarrassing. Lol.

Lmfao.

When i get angry though my voice naturally goes like that, sometimes i'll get this deep southern drawl. Other times, and more often. I'll sound like i'm from fucking Russia/Romania. My accent has a habit of switching, a lot. Most times i sound like generically American. Northerners think i'm a hick, southerners think i'm a yanky. Lol. But sometimes i'll suddenly have a German or Romanian accent and have no idea how/why i'm doing it. Last time that happened it went on for like 2 or so hours before it started weakening and my accent returned to normal. Was funny though.

Really? What causes that..?

Lol.

Shit, where's astane Cursher? Lol.

But yeah, that's what's hilarious about me regarding that...I am pale white, have red tinged eyes on average, seem to have a physiological reliance on blood(Odds are it's not just blood, likely there's something in it my body lacks severely enough to drive me to it. But, i don't know what that thing is.), am fatally allergic to UV light/sunlight, and even recently found out that i've got a mild garlic intolerance to boot. Oh and when i had my teeth, i had canines that were abnormally longer and sharper. Making fangs. Even my moulers were more sharpened compared to the mostly flat ones that others seem to possess on average. Not to mention other traits. I could keep going. What's that make me, what term describes a being with all these traits? Lol. My only answer is a fucking vampire. I've been at a loss for any other term, that is easily recognizable as that anyhow. I don't think there's a condition that's called vampirism that i know of, but the traits heavily tied to the mythological being is medically existent. And yeah, you got me good. Does that condition actually exist though??? I would like to know more about it if it does...

I just wanted to reiterate that other stuff i put up awhile back here, too. I find it pretty funny if not fucked up. I wish i didn't have the negative traits i got. Would give a leg or loose a few inches or so of height to trade for being healthy if i could. Lol.

Anyhow. I'm gonna look up M.A.D and find out...Brb.

Lmfao. WTF is that?

Also, found out that yep it does exist. Shit...I actually suffered severe head injuries multiple times...To the point i didn't even have time to recover from each one most the time...I'm a little scared now. As that's a cause of the condition.

The banana babies? Haha, that would be kinda funny. "Well the outer portion is dark and chocolate like in flavor with a smooth texture. The core is milky and creamy..." I can imagine it now.

Well, i knew there's no way i could've escaped any damage with what happened in my childhood. Doctors at the time were shocked i even survived some of them if memory serves. And my brain in the MRI i had years ago had these dark splotches in the brain itself...The edges where i took the most damage too looked like my brain had a makeout session with a cheese grater. :/

Okay. I got motor functional issues, too. Things like my foot often going off by a inch or two where i told it to go, or my gait will go nuts and cause me to veer into a door frame. It's like being drunk, but without any of the positives of being drunk. Feels bad man. Another thing which might be related is my reaction time to stimuli is like 3 times slower than average, last time i tested it. This gets obvious on most days where somebody throws something at me and i don't even seem to notice despite having ample time compared to most to swat it away. It's rare i actually have the chance to well, you know. React to something flying at me in time. Lol. Makes it difficult to play games, too. I have a real hard time in PVP FPSs like COD or the like. Only time i succeed is if i plan around it, because almost always i get shot before i can pull the trigger on the controller. Despite sending the command already. :/

It comes and goes in severity, but on average it's worse than normal. Also have myoclonic seizures too apparently. Least that's what my doctor told me, my hand for example has jerked and sent whatever i'm holding either flying or simply dropping it. Or my whole arm will start shaking violently, or my whole upper body. It hurts, 'cause i often pull muscles in the more severe ones.

But it beats the functional seizures, by far. 'Cause at least i am still conscious in those. Focals are somewhere between, was told i likely have that too by the doc. When i get those it's like my brain misfires, and the world starts spinning violently. I loose motor function almost entirely, it's very weird. I also can't think, either. I try, but fail. I end up being wrecked for almost the whole day after one of those though if it's not mild.

Brb.

Really Nuts? Damn, haha. Why do they pick on those guys so much? I feel a bit bad for them...Their facial structure ain't their fault, their lack of gains might be. I'm thinking: "How long will you shame this already on the edge group? Until they start burning your houses to the ground?" For me, it just makes no sense unless the goal of their tactic IS chaos and causing them to act out their darkest impulses.

Also hello everyone, sorry for not being back shortly. Some things came up...By the time i got back i was so exhausted i felt like passing out.

Clowned? What's that?

Mm. Yeah, understandable. Kind of a dick move on her part. I would've been like: "Fine, i don't need you're fat land whale ass cramping my style anyways." Lol. Or something along those lines.

IDGAF. But i'm not a dancer anyways.

Yeah, i suck at it. It's mainly due to my health and lack of drive to improve on it. I don't need to learn how to dance given i don't dance. And my body fights me when i do so eh. Lol.

And yeah, understandable that would bother you dude.

But try to practice the art of ZFG, you'll do much better with that sort of shit if you do.

And she wants in the instructor's private dance house if you know what i mean.

Yeah.
I am good at reading body language, but only to a point. Like i am GREAT at figuring out if someone's about to deck me, but figuring out subtle social cues that don't relate to it? Hm, yeah...Good luck.
Hey, look at it this way. That's 60 bucks better spent elsewhere. 😉

Yeah, definitely. Me i'm good at spotting body language that tells me that person is a threat and/or aims to do me harm. This could be down to lying, it's why i don't hang out with people in my area. Lol.

I remember this one bitch who was putting on all the waterworks about how abusive her boyfriend is. Yada yada, you know the drill. When she went back into the bathroom, i simply leaned to my mom and said: "How much of that you actually believe?" Turned out, yep. She a liar. Not fully though, the guy was a psycho too. But she loves to start shit with him. I was borderline ready to show her equal lefts at one point...

And you're right. I'm trying to improve on at least reading body language. But it's something that's difficult to learn, given it's natively run more or less. :/

I'm in a good mood, actually. How are you dude?

Good for you to turn a shit situation into something good. Wish you best of luck on that goal you got Greta.

And you're right, most women do have an angle. Most people in general do. I ironically rarely do, even then. It's mutually beneficial. But that's just because i generally hate using people for my own ends in a malicious manner. By that same token i'm also highly asocial and generally don't put myself in position to be taken advantage of, either. So while i would help someone for the hell of it, i won't help people that i know are gonna screw me. So i help very few IRL.

On Climate Change. Personally, in my area it hasn't snowed in quite awhile in any real way. And the summers are getting longer and more dominant throughout the years...Sucks for me because i'm adapted to colder climates. :/

When i get my shit together, i plan to move somewhere less chaotic. Or get a real good AC unit. Lol.

What about horses though? I am not that into horses so i don't know much.

Ah, that might explain. But it still sucks. :/

Oh okay, haha. Personally as far as pets i would probably get a large dog, think husky or the like. 🙂 Women can suck some other dick. I'll stick to my plans of waifu paradise. Lol.