i shall accept it

I was thinking of calling Alex about the antics against me in my college and how I was pepper sprayed by a commie

That’s on the next episode I still have to sleep

im back from class

hello mgtow hello men

league

became worse after tencent bought it

@°°° i actually had someone in my class talk to me about armored core

today

i was like yeah it's a mech game and he's like so you know?? and im like yeaaa

is armored core even playable on pc

the older ones can be emulated

I can’t stop myself from consuming blackpills I’ve come way too far

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It still eats away at me

I wish I could ignore it

Friends and their girlfriends just feed me bluepills and when I tell them that what they are telling me is bullshit they don’t understand. And that’s when it clicks to me.

What if I’ve just been a mentalcel and a poorcel this entire time

I wish I could do that but they are not just acquaintances

No but after that I just started watching black pill content

Not really I only watched sandman’s redpill sadness

Sorry

Not my intention to bring everyone else down I’m just feeling extremely out of myself quite lately. Not being able to focus on self improvement and such.

Again I apologize

I was brought to mgtow philosophy due to me getting recommended Icarus MGTOW and his channel is unfortunately gone

Men have provided great literally works

I might write books eventually

I work a lot with learning bash and Linux command lines as of late

Life is objectively pointless but it’s a man’s job to create purpose

The bluepills I’m being force fed is fucking atrocious

“Go and take a risk”

“A woman that you know wouldn’t me too you”

“You are just in your bubble and scared to approach women”

My ass

I’m not scared I just don’t want to catch a case

Kraav maga??

Explain please

I’m watching some of the grief cycle videos and I can firmly place myself on the valley of suicide

Oh for me I’ve been experiencing it the past week

Can I send a pic to you guys of what my friend just said

Blue pulled garbo

@Whats gay anymore I was going gonna say the top part is the bottom part

Also quick fyi Anasun means animal like an insult

@haku. good luck with that. Is there a chance you could stop by and own the lands above dtla like glendale burbank and sun valley??! Thanks.

Cease it and gas it

Dude it’s come to a point where people in my life will only grief me for one day and forget about it

I think it’s gonna get worse as time goes on

What is external validation

Ah

Fuck that

@bearlyalive sorry I didn’t read the whole thing yet but I appreciate the encouragement

So do I suck it up and ditch my friends I’ve known since high school just so I don’t have to hear bluepills

That is quite hard to do

In fact that’ll push me over the edge in the valley of suicide

I’ve always wanted to an hero in my life but I’ve always known I’m destined for better

Ok

Mine are programmed from birth to be Cucks

I’m currently in college looking to transfer for a compsci degree

One of them is literally dating a roastie that’s been on the cock carousel for a long time

And they have the audacity to call themselves conservative after the shit they’ve been throwing me

@Whats gay anymore knows

@JDB I wish I could do such a thing but a family that comes from an exSoviet Union country isn’t really in their philosophy to take these leap years

And when I say CS I want to lean more towards cybersec

We are learning c++

This spring I’ll be taking object based class

You?

My college doesn’t offer Java only python c++ and I guess Linux command lines

I wish they taught it here

Python is the most popular actually used quite a lot with archlinux but I’ve yet to learn why

If I’m able to learn conversational Chinese I think I can master a few programming languages

Aaahhhh crypto currency

Even now?

How much are they atm

Alright

Time to buy a 100 dollars worth and see where that takes me

Yea Binance is known for that

I tried setting up a local etherium wallet it was just so difficult

Because at the time I had no idea how encryption works

I guess the way to solve my problem is to face solitude. I’ve never been alone and never payed attention to myself.

I don’t fear being alone it’s just I can’t seem to do it

Interviews are easy to BS

Well I’m gonna start my shift.

Hope I don’t want to blow my brains out

^

Was a joke guys

Jfc

True that

90% of the employees are women here

But it makes sense

Shitty clothing store #17273636

GOD NO

no trans only one gay dude everyone else is straight

Guys

What do?

so @Happy Humble Hermit do you even want to duel with me on chivlary

alright that's fine

im turning in my final draft for my 101 class so Thursday will be an extremely free day for me as well

it was about sanctions on russia and im taking the stance that they should be dropped

yes

what's the best IDE i can use on debian 9 stretch