Message from @essence

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2019-01-19 07:14:31 UTC  

I haven’t seen his stuff in a while

2019-01-19 07:16:24 UTC  

🤔

2019-01-19 07:19:02 UTC  

Doom

2019-01-19 07:19:10 UTC  

?

2019-01-19 07:32:57 UTC  

What is it with that weird ass game

2019-01-19 07:50:03 UTC  

Those gnomes creep me out lol

2019-01-19 08:11:35 UTC  

if TFM back on gab?

2019-01-19 08:13:43 UTC  

yes

2019-01-19 08:56:47 UTC  

GG @Knuckles, you just advanced to level 9 ya damn fagoot!

2019-01-19 08:57:01 UTC  

Biker fag**

2019-01-19 08:57:11 UTC  

lol

2019-01-19 08:57:23 UTC  

***Viking fag***

2019-01-19 09:29:07 UTC  

Morning, gents

2019-01-19 09:30:23 UTC  

Hold up, I gotta test my ketones before I plug in the mic.

2019-01-19 09:32:30 UTC  

Tyt xychotic

2019-01-19 09:48:50 UTC  

I can’t stop myself from consuming blackpills I’ve come way too far

2019-01-19 09:49:18 UTC  

<:Sad_Squidward_Pepe:507931692556746770>

2019-01-19 09:50:15 UTC  

you just need to find something you enjoy and focus on that

2019-01-19 09:50:35 UTC  

It still eats away at me

2019-01-19 09:50:50 UTC  

I wish I could ignore it

2019-01-19 09:51:56 UTC  

whats eatin at ya

2019-01-19 09:52:50 UTC  

Friends and their girlfriends just feed me bluepills and when I tell them that what they are telling me is bullshit they don’t understand. And that’s when it clicks to me.

2019-01-19 09:53:15 UTC  

What if I’ve just been a mentalcel and a poorcel this entire time

2019-01-19 09:53:26 UTC  

personally i cut contact with any bluepillers trying to get me back to the plantation

2019-01-19 09:53:59 UTC  

I wish I could do that but they are not just acquaintances

2019-01-19 09:54:00 UTC  

because they will try and they wont understand what youre doing

2019-01-19 09:54:17 UTC  

U can’t argue with an idiot and expect to win

2019-01-19 09:54:25 UTC  

maybe stop trying to feed them redpills and let them know youre not interested in their bluepills

2019-01-19 09:54:39 UTC  

Bluepills suck

2019-01-19 09:54:53 UTC  

if theyre proper friends they should respect what youre doing

2019-01-19 09:55:17 UTC  

No but after that I just started watching black pill content

2019-01-19 09:55:58 UTC  

have you seen any of the red pill grief cycle videos ?

2019-01-19 09:56:27 UTC  

Not really I only watched sandman’s redpill sadness

2019-01-19 09:57:09 UTC  

id highly recommend watching some more they do elaborate on what youre going through

2019-01-19 09:57:26 UTC  

whyyyyyy sooooooo serious?

2019-01-19 09:57:33 UTC  

Sorry

2019-01-19 09:58:32 UTC  

Not my intention to bring everyone else down I’m just feeling extremely out of myself quite lately. Not being able to focus on self improvement and such.

2019-01-19 09:59:52 UTC  

I’m extremely lethargic in terms of purpose honestly

2019-01-19 10:00:03 UTC  

it takes time

2019-01-19 10:00:08 UTC  

the grief and anger cycle is rough, but have peace in the fact that it is temporary.