And I usually overthink of what could happen

@Sir Harndes, i went through a period of fearing death and the eternity of nothingness after, very much like you've described. Eventually you will come to terms with the fact that there is literally nothing you can do to stop it. Just keep busy with things, get your mind off it and eventually it will subside

Not talking about death

But future itself

@Sir Harndes make improvements every day to improve your survival. Horde gear, ammo, medical, food, and work out.

Train

@Sir Harndes Everything all over is either about to get real *fucking* **shitty**, or it's about to get **fucking *WILD***

Prepare and take care of yourself

I mean I say both is likely to happen

*you're **not** wrong.*

I used to have nostalgia from a time I never lived. The 40s, 50s, and 60s. The picturesque life. Wife, dog, couple kids. A job that supported the household, wife stayed home, etc. The semblance of stability outside of nuclear conflict.

Boomers made me resent feeling that way for the longest time. The last several generations have been negligent and apathetic. Weak willed outside of a couple wars, even then, let down by more men when they weren't given the option to actually wage war properly.
How men have handled the last half century in regards to appearing tame, they listened to beta men and women. That's why shits falling apart. They rely on emotion, not hard logic and facts. Not gut instinct. The greed from the last century from rapid industrialization was never put in check either and played off the emotional who were given power. So we have what we have.

But I see it's all coming apart. And I'm not as worried anymore. Strong men have had their act heckled by weakness for so long. The next joke will be on the hecklers.

Dont give weak men or women who wont support strength the time of day. Now or post boog.

Lift weights, hydrate, train, NETWORK with strong men of similar conviction. Hold eachother accountable.

Accountability for our own is just as important as it is for theres.

@mcguyver123

@mcguyver123 liberalism in a nutshell

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IdTMDpizis8

So I'm really pissed, baby mama stuff. This is like the third time in a few months the cunt dosent have the cash to cover daycare and is begging for money

Oof

yeah, I'm more than a little heated, because a couple of weeks ago she wanted to blow hundreds on a party package for his birthday. Like it isnt even a milestone year, he's gonna be 4. Calm your ass down

See that's the thing

Like take him to Chuck E. Cheese for 50 bucks

People do shit like that now n wonder why kids are the way they are

He won’t remember it anyway

im so glad i dont have a kid yet lol

I want em, just haven't yet

Yeah its a ways off, few years at the very least if things pan out with this girl

Exactly. I keep telling her all this. I disapprove of her parenting and lifestyle. I'm working real hard to one day have sole custody and cut her out

lawyer up homie

Had a scare with one shit I was with for almost 3 years and it didn’t pan out which is kind of lucky because she stabbed me with a grill fork seven months later

I have a lawyer but I aint in that place yet. One day. then I can outspend em and win through attrition

Well i wish you luck fren, it's important for a kid to have a father

Bois, i have a problem. Due to not being 21,they have stopped selling me ciggies, and now im starting to get rather violent. I haven't had a non destructive thought in about an hour and at this point, im thinking killdozer mk II isn't gonna be a bad idea

You cant buy ciggs at 21?

Im 20

Bruh

Here its 18 i think

Just like alcohol

You lucky fuckers

America is about to get genocided

Atleast the government buildings around me are

Where're you?

Indiana

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT I feel you. They moved it from 19 to 21 just after I became of age

Its time to make napalm

I mean peace

Where I live you can legally make sex when you hit 14, but cant drink, smoke or watch porn til 18

Cant wait to go back to US

Thats a little wonky. I still am a fan of a hard line for all things, you're eiter an adult or a kid

^

I can agree, but i honestly believe you should be able to buy crack at ten if you really wanted to

<:lol:554425196283559938>

I mean

*reeeees in libertarian ancap*

Libertarian? Nah. I just think there should be no one governing anyone else

As nature intended

Disagree hard. But we can take it to <#625454733238337556>

Eh. I can leave it at that. I fugured it sounded a little edgy and deserved some sort of an explanation

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT

Straight up, if shits about to kick off, nows a good time if you feel a smoke urge to do some exercise/push ups.

You make a solid point tbh

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT drink some water if you feel the need. Just remember, everytime you get that urge and succumb, you are being that nicotines bitch. A man has control over his urges.

@mcguyver123

@slvr_neo thanks

Ig you're right. I ended up getting some tho. However, i think im gonna try and quit. Or definitely slow down. It really doesn't do much for me.

Alright, all this shit with Iran is kinda worrying me. My 8 year obligation isn't done till this December, I am kind of worried about a recall.

Can someone fill me in? Ive seen memes, but thats about all I've seen. I don't trust media outlets anymore and the internet is a dumpster fire. I figure I'll get the closest to the truth from here

I haven't really read any articles but I know a drone strike killed one of their generals.

Oh shit. So imagine everyone over there is shitty

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT they've been poking the bear up til now

@Stan/k/Herd I doubt it'll actually fully kick off. Well hopefully it wont

Ohhhhhh, so this is like the last straw type deal?

Yep

They actively engaged our people this time

It wasnt a drone

It wasnt an oil field

Or a ship

It was an embassy that got hit and people died

Ooof. Id say America isn't gonna let that one slide

Yeah I doubt it

@Stan/k/Herd good luck buddy. Post your mailing info and we will send care packages

I'm fuckin with you though

If it pops off there will more likely be a draft. This wont be a small war

So we will be seeing yah... not literally but on the level

isnt 26 the age cutoff for the draft

@xringarcher1440that dont mean nothin

doesnt it?

What's stopping them from making it 35

They just changed the smoking shit to 21

Its arbitrary.

I can always go the conscientious objector route

If they want bodies, theyll ask for em

Ask all they want, I aint going

> ex listening to Danzig in the interim since this has all flipped sideways


> be me
> 2014
> listening to Danzig to cope

that Universe is a fuckin wildn, bois

Oof

Show Me how them Gods Kill, anon.

@INNYGMATYK good song

Depressing

Might throw on Explosions, after she's done listening to fucking Green Day

( it's actually "" fullin reverse "" but it's all fucking Green Day )

@Deadbeat Radio it's a mood

@INNYGMATYK yeah when it's just you and the glass staring at a wall.

@Deadbeat Radio we better bring a durable, portable, rechargeable sound system for when we gettabreak from noise discip, meng

Let's channel this energy into action guys. Start working on eachother and ourselves instead. Fuck the draft.

And remove Bad neighbors

sounds a lot like ""Bad Actors""

( except, Bad Neighbors violate the NAP - Bad Actors are just annoying )

I got a lot of problems

Well cultural genocide is a thing so yeah, if my neighbors dont share my value system to an extent they need to go or be shunned. Liberty has only existed in western nations up until recently. No where in the world is liberty, Constitutionalism, property rights more embraced then in european decendent homogeneous straight males. Men made this world, and men will remake it. Not everyone deserves a vote, it is earned.

@Deadbeat Radio I'll never ask for a vote - but I'll take a bunk as long as we align where Gun Rights, Free Speech, and Helicopter Rides are concerned

Same

A robot in the sky vaporized somebody stuck in let's do the timewarp again region

-CNN

@breathegrease

Apparently this new dronestrike app update can vaporize a fly's dickhead from an alternating landline and on the moon

2020 drone strike kills six people

2003 drone strike kills 6000 people

Thanks Xbox 360

Gamesop mao retired 420k

sounds like a Hypo Bowl to me

Ganesop mail sen quest maybe week maybe acid rain

Tire melt

. . .

<:1937_jerry:554426006820093964>

nepfix

I gotta stop missing every time the discord is popping off. You guys give me a bunch of shit to catch up on while Im tryna skate at work

tbh I gave up on keeping up a while back - some of yall get into da REAL talk when I'm sleeping and are still going when I wake up

love it though.

love yall* though.

I don't, I take the time to read every comment in every chat, because I love my homies, even if y'all are a little retarded sometimes 😘

@thedarkness05 gotta keep it wild if it gonna be fresh

time to drop AUZ off. . . *le sigh*

I actually want to go to war. Im so fucking tired of this worthless existence that happens to be mine. I just want a weapon. I just want to hurt people. And why not for my country?

If i die, I'll die. But im not going without a fight. I just want to fucking feel free

it ain all killstreaks n flag wavin though, anon

it's called "" The Shit "" for a reason

Ik. But im so fucking tired of this shit im going through now, i just want a change

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT

This is the dumbest and cringiest shit I've read viking.

Good

Crucify me

Im fed up

I'm not crucifying shit man. Just telling yah. You told me not to sugar coat it. I think that its dumb and dangerous to say and wish for that sort of thing.

Ig, but at this point, danger arouses me and im looking to release this hatred

Been there king, thats not a good road to go down

I imagine not. However, im not exactly worried about myself anymore

I'll never be anything more than a cog inna machine

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT that mentality makes you a liability to the men around you

Goto a MMA gym bro

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT you got to do some soul searching man. Go to church, start working out. Start reading. Anything

Especially have positive influences around you.

@Hellhound6 what merc said

@Deadbeat Radio also deadbeat

@Deadbeat Radio I make your words mine

There's barely gyms around here,let alone mma gyms. I honestly can't focus enough anymore to read because im so stressed out lately. I don't want to sound like im making excuses. Like i keep trying to read the satanic bible and i can't get further than a few pages because something catches my mind completely unrelated and i just dwell on it. No matter how much I tell myself its bullshit and i shouldn't worry about it, it just keeps finding itself right back into the center of my attention. It really doesn't help that im stuck 4 hrs away from the one girl who can handle my shit. My friends barely have time for me, which is understandable because they have lives outside of me. Hell, when i git back to Princeton, it took a goid hour or two for anyone to message me back.

my mother and grandmother are helping me with this, and im feeling way better. I'm seeing the world in a different manner, everything looks colorful and meaningful

course, you can't just put the bad shit aside

but do your best. Don't stop

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT

>satanic bible

I've never met a happy one if that means anything

I was wayyyyy more suicidal before hand

Opened my eyes more than anything

You're still not happy. Something isnt right

Shit bro theres no bars or anything around for you to go and get some quality human interaction? Make a few new bros and BBQ and go fishing and shit? Theres clubs for everything online see if u can find some

Im 20. There's one bar, and they're a nigger bar.

I agree something isn't right. I haye the world i live in in this state it is in

Find some things you love. Fight not because you hate something but because you love something. That will give purpose. Love means potential. Hate doesnt mean shit.

I'll fight for love of liberty. Not because I love possible disorder. But because I see more danger in the state being too controlling. It endangers me and my future family

Thats my point. I hate the fact im not free.

Same shit, different words

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT

Yeah. Same issue different answer though

Hating something, you may show up to a group of dudes, but they wont accept you. Hate doesnt beget mutual hate. Theyll just hate you.

Love something though, that being your driving force, then your squad will love you. Ride or die. But hate will make you alone. The lone wolf dies. Not in glory but in a whimper.

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT look, no matter how shitty the world is you can't let it rob you of your goals and happiness. The true revolution starts within yourself.

I don't know how to be happy when i feel opressed and more like a part rather than a human

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT If you go to War because of Hate the universe will be against you. This was my driving force and I almost got yeeted real bad a few times in a fucking jewish war. learn to love life, the existence, yourself, and others. then the universe will guide you through your proper war.

you need spiritual guidance for inner problems, not to be thrown into a war. this is why so many vets yeet themselves

killing people will not solve your problems rather leave you with another way of viewing yourself as a monster when you are tearing into yourself

thats a tough and lonely road friend

if you have a warrior spirit, your time will come, dont force it

I really don't know what to do, guys

Im so god damn lost

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT well strangers on the internet that you have never met are encouraging you to get better. Balls in your court man. You either want change or you like the abyss
Got to make that choice

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT

Start here with the men. @Deadbeat Radio this

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT define what makes a moral man. What do you think?

Everyone has their own morals

But oppressing people is against mine

I don't understand how differing moral or immoral will help. Whether or not i find someone to have morals, if they think differently, i can't cjange them

And if they have authority over me, im fucked

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT well there's your problem. You have no ontological basis for your own set of rules and codes. How can you go through life with nothing to attach you beliefs too?

Wdym?

Im not gonna force other people to believe what i do

Unless they start fucking with me

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT I think what mcguyver123#0407 was asking is what are your morals? Can you draw upon those to help lift you up?

Have a strong basis as a human being

Im not gonna bother anyone who doesn't bother me

The 11 Satanic Rules of earth are about what my morals are. Im not saying that to be edgy, i actually find them to be what i believe in

@Deadbeat Radio what dead said.

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT
What are they?

Mine are dont hurt others unless they hurt you (physical) and dont steal.

Applied to my politics, I'm pro liberty.

Applied to conviction, I'm willing to die for those.

Applied to tribe, I imagine the men i surround myself with are of similar conviction.

My tribe will hate me if I'm a burden. So I better myself physically, spiritually, and mentally every day.

have you actually defined your problem? and does that fit reality?

It definitely fits reality. But if its gonna help my problem, people are gonna have to die or change

And i imagine neither are going to happen without intervention

these rules aren't edgy

well there is either an internal problem or an external problem or both...

I would hope not

I think my external problems are causing my internal problems

4th is a bit weird, but I understand

Usually 7 is thw one that gets people.

you can work the internal so that the external causes no strife and you can be in peace and think and act clearly

Idm how to help it tho. Like i can't help getting upset that there isn't shit i can do about deforestation and habitat loss. There isn't shit i can do about the pollution that is constantly pumped into the air. I can't help that my constitutional rights are constantly being infringed. Or the fact that the human race can't get along with each other because of color or sexual orientation.

My entire town is full of tweakers and i couldn't care less. Unfortunately, they got a hold of my dad, and now i have very little family left.

youve got to realize that its part of the great cycle, part of nature itself

have you ever listened to any guru's?

i dont think that guru's are the answer to our problems but i believe every warrior needs a strong foundation in spirituality

people like manly palmer hall, alan watts, and Rudolf Steiner have all helped me immensely

I think alan watts actually helps, but i haven't listened to him in awhile

the crazy amount of adversity we face is the universe having a good laugh at us to see how strong the will of our spirit is

the same universe is giving you drag queen story time hour targets. its all how you look at it. that's where inner peace really matters. it makes the lens we use to see the world

@/K/aptainBlastin this man speaks truth

Oath.

I can agree with that. Without a doubt i believe we were put here for a purpose, and after we served it millennium ago, we're just here as ajoke

See that's the problem

Your world view is crap. You have a bad outlook and you havent given it up to get a better one. You like the idea of being content, but you havent figured out how to shed your "our purpose was lost millennium ago, so we are a joke" idea

Gotta cut the line man.

You're on a rock face and that idea is a corpse on the rope below you. Cut it or die with it. Fall or climb. But you cant keep the corpse and keep climbing

Thats the most helpful thing I've heard since i started going to mental hospitals

Your purpose is self defined. It's really as simple as defining a rubric of what a good man is.

I can say a good man isnt quick to emotional action

A good man doesnt hurt others unjustly

A good man doesnt steal

A good man is honest even if it will hurt him

A good man has conviction he is willing to die for

A good man will have the backs of the men around him

Edit: a good man wont burden the other men around him with unnecessary strife

A good man knows when to draw a line in the sand.

If you do anything today, look at yourself in the mirror and ask what makes you worthy of the title of a good man.

If theres short comings or nothing at all youd define as a good characteristic, you work on it immediately. Dont get emotional, look at stuff objectively. Make objectives and actually practice them.

But succumbing to emotions, you'll push good men away. You'll be the corpse on that cliff. We will cut the rope. Start climbing

Dude I got hit by a semi truck almost 4 years ago, got addicted to pain pills then heroin, buried 8 friends in 2 years and tried to OD multiple times. Then I stopped feeling sorry for myself and made a change after the gun that I was gonna off myself with failed to fire

You gotta man the fuck up and make a change by force sometime

I moved halfway across the country to live with my cousin and create a whole new life and a year and 1/2 later I’m happier and doing better than I ever thought I could

My advice? Man up, force yourself to walk in the sun

Go hiking, fishing, whatever it takes to get you out of your own head

Because if you don’t you will paint the wall with whatever is in your head

And that’s not cash money

/end rant

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT you trackin?

@thedarkness05 can we have a sub channel called "self improvement " where people post small shit they do or did to improve themselves? I think its be motivating

Hold o

I think @VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT needs a good dose of someone telling him to stop being an emo faggit

@mcguyver123 we got the advice channel

thats for relationship advices, but would fit as well

@xringarcher1440 he just got it without the name calling

wasn't tracking what he said

what did he tell you?

He can be the corpse or a climber but dead weight doesnt stay on the line too long. Good men help others but arent going to carry the weak unless they're women, children, or prior revered men

My opinion

@Sir Harndes "Your world view is crap. You have a bad outlook and you havent given it up to get a better one. You like the idea of being content, but you havent figured out how to shed your "our purpose was lost millennium ago, so we are a joke" idea" unquote

That’s the tl;dr

@Sir Harndes also "@VI/K/INGinmaTRENCH/K/OAT

This is the dumbest and cringiest shit I've read viking." @xringarcher1440

Unquote

well you're a joke when you say it so

Do your best to not be one

as well as purpose

no one is gonna give you one

you make one yourself, aight?