love it though.

love yall* though.

I don't, I take the time to read every comment in every chat, because I love my homies, even if y'all are a little retarded sometimes 😘

@thedarkness05 gotta keep it wild if it gonna be fresh

time to drop AUZ off. . . *le sigh*

I actually want to go to war. Im so fucking tired of this worthless existence that happens to be mine. I just want a weapon. I just want to hurt people. And why not for my country?

If i die, I'll die. But im not going without a fight. I just want to fucking feel free

it ain all killstreaks n flag wavin though, anon

it's called "" The Shit "" for a reason

Ik. But im so fucking tired of this shit im going through now, i just want a change

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT

This is the dumbest and cringiest shit I've read viking.

Good

Crucify me

Im fed up

I'm not crucifying shit man. Just telling yah. You told me not to sugar coat it. I think that its dumb and dangerous to say and wish for that sort of thing.

Ig, but at this point, danger arouses me and im looking to release this hatred

Been there king, thats not a good road to go down

I imagine not. However, im not exactly worried about myself anymore

I'll never be anything more than a cog inna machine

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT that mentality makes you a liability to the men around you

Goto a MMA gym bro

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT you got to do some soul searching man. Go to church, start working out. Start reading. Anything

Especially have positive influences around you.

@Hellhound6 what merc said

@Deadbeat Radio also deadbeat

@Deadbeat Radio I make your words mine

There's barely gyms around here,let alone mma gyms. I honestly can't focus enough anymore to read because im so stressed out lately. I don't want to sound like im making excuses. Like i keep trying to read the satanic bible and i can't get further than a few pages because something catches my mind completely unrelated and i just dwell on it. No matter how much I tell myself its bullshit and i shouldn't worry about it, it just keeps finding itself right back into the center of my attention. It really doesn't help that im stuck 4 hrs away from the one girl who can handle my shit. My friends barely have time for me, which is understandable because they have lives outside of me. Hell, when i git back to Princeton, it took a goid hour or two for anyone to message me back.

my mother and grandmother are helping me with this, and im feeling way better. I'm seeing the world in a different manner, everything looks colorful and meaningful

course, you can't just put the bad shit aside

but do your best. Don't stop

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT

>satanic bible

I've never met a happy one if that means anything

I was wayyyyy more suicidal before hand

Opened my eyes more than anything

You're still not happy. Something isnt right

Shit bro theres no bars or anything around for you to go and get some quality human interaction? Make a few new bros and BBQ and go fishing and shit? Theres clubs for everything online see if u can find some

Im 20. There's one bar, and they're a nigger bar.

I agree something isn't right. I haye the world i live in in this state it is in

Find some things you love. Fight not because you hate something but because you love something. That will give purpose. Love means potential. Hate doesnt mean shit.

I'll fight for love of liberty. Not because I love possible disorder. But because I see more danger in the state being too controlling. It endangers me and my future family

Thats my point. I hate the fact im not free.

Same shit, different words

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT

Yeah. Same issue different answer though

Hating something, you may show up to a group of dudes, but they wont accept you. Hate doesnt beget mutual hate. Theyll just hate you.

Love something though, that being your driving force, then your squad will love you. Ride or die. But hate will make you alone. The lone wolf dies. Not in glory but in a whimper.

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT look, no matter how shitty the world is you can't let it rob you of your goals and happiness. The true revolution starts within yourself.