Message from @VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT
Discord ID: 663081148208906251
sounds like a Hypo Bowl to me
Ganesop mail sen quest maybe week maybe acid rain
Tire melt
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nepfix
I gotta stop missing every time the discord is popping off. You guys give me a bunch of shit to catch up on while Im tryna skate at work
tbh I gave up on keeping up a while back - some of yall get into da REAL talk when I'm sleeping and are still going when I wake up
love it though.
love yall* though.
I don't, I take the time to read every comment in every chat, because I love my homies, even if y'all are a little retarded sometimes 😘
@thedarkness05 gotta keep it wild if it gonna be fresh
time to drop AUZ off. . . *le sigh*
I actually want to go to war. Im so fucking tired of this worthless existence that happens to be mine. I just want a weapon. I just want to hurt people. And why not for my country?
If i die, I'll die. But im not going without a fight. I just want to fucking feel free
it ain all killstreaks n flag wavin though, anon
it's called "" The Shit "" for a reason
Ik. But im so fucking tired of this shit im going through now, i just want a change
@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT
This is the dumbest and cringiest shit I've read viking.
Good
Crucify me
I'm not crucifying shit man. Just telling yah. You told me not to sugar coat it. I think that its dumb and dangerous to say and wish for that sort of thing.
Ig, but at this point, danger arouses me and im looking to release this hatred
Been there king, thats not a good road to go down
I imagine not. However, im not exactly worried about myself anymore
I'll never be anything more than a cog inna machine
@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT that mentality makes you a liability to the men around you
Goto a MMA gym bro
@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT you got to do some soul searching man. Go to church, start working out. Start reading. Anything
Especially have positive influences around you.
@Hellhound6 what merc said
@Deadbeat Radio also deadbeat
@Deadbeat Radio I make your words mine
There's barely gyms around here,let alone mma gyms. I honestly can't focus enough anymore to read because im so stressed out lately. I don't want to sound like im making excuses. Like i keep trying to read the satanic bible and i can't get further than a few pages because something catches my mind completely unrelated and i just dwell on it. No matter how much I tell myself its bullshit and i shouldn't worry about it, it just keeps finding itself right back into the center of my attention. It really doesn't help that im stuck 4 hrs away from the one girl who can handle my shit. My friends barely have time for me, which is understandable because they have lives outside of me. Hell, when i git back to Princeton, it took a goid hour or two for anyone to message me back.
my mother and grandmother are helping me with this, and im feeling way better. I'm seeing the world in a different manner, everything looks colorful and meaningful
course, you can't just put the bad shit aside
but do your best. Don't stop
@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT
>satanic bible
I've never met a happy one if that means anything
I was wayyyyy more suicidal before hand
Opened my eyes more than anything
You're still not happy. Something isnt right