Message from @CPL Henry.L[3SFG]

Discord ID: 686068614650003512


2020-03-07 05:57:00 UTC  

Been awake for two days fucking crying when I’m by myself

2020-03-07 05:57:20 UTC  

Was fucking stupid and lost my job

2020-03-07 05:58:34 UTC  
2020-03-07 05:58:40 UTC  
2020-03-07 05:58:53 UTC  

Im so sorry

2020-03-07 05:59:03 UTC  

You'll make out of it

2020-03-07 05:59:36 UTC  

Anxiety and the person I like just got into a couple, among other health things I do t want to get into

2020-03-07 06:08:13 UTC  

We're on the same boat then

2020-03-07 06:13:04 UTC  

Epic

2020-03-07 06:13:43 UTC  

Anxiety and depression are really tough to get through but I’ve done it before so I can do it again

2020-03-07 06:14:06 UTC  

You need to get through the bad to get to the good

2020-03-07 06:15:59 UTC  

Hey man fighting those feelings can last a lifetime but so can the boog boi support network. ❤️

2020-03-07 06:27:46 UTC  

I feel that. My last 2 days were nothing but anxiety, partially due to needing this paperwork done perfectly, procrastinating till the last minute, and almost fucking myself over because of it. I still messed up some, but I have 1 opportunity to correct it. I also got fuck lucky with something else that would've taken weeks to get to me otherwise. Point is, I'm bad at starting and finishing things early

2020-03-07 19:21:24 UTC  

Make this my 10th funeral in about 15 months

The fuck bro

Funerals are good for picking up chicks too tbh

I mean what

2020-03-08 04:30:37 UTC  

I’m getting blamed for trashing my hotel bathroom by the people who did it.

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2020-03-08 04:31:11 UTC  

Dumped out a bunch of sodas

2020-03-08 04:31:44 UTC  

Yeah, I was there, but I was scared and it went by quickly

2020-03-08 04:39:42 UTC  

Oof

2020-03-08 05:45:34 UTC  

Talking with friends makes it better

2020-03-11 03:13:26 UTC  

Bought a new battery for my phone

2020-03-11 03:13:48 UTC  

It fucking stoped working 6 hours after purchase

2020-03-11 03:14:56 UTC  

Damn corona people. I want my fucking money back

2020-03-11 03:15:13 UTC  

Can't trust the chinks

2020-03-11 10:55:35 UTC  

Lol

2020-03-11 14:36:47 UTC  

I have been fighting the worst feelings the past 2 days

2020-03-11 14:37:15 UTC  

I feel totally restless, constant negative thoughts, and I don't know what's going on

2020-03-11 14:37:40 UTC  

Only got 4 hours of sleep last night and woke up feeling totally off

2020-03-11 14:38:13 UTC  

Angry, lonely, anxious, and depressed

2020-03-11 14:38:18 UTC  

I don't know what to do

2020-03-11 14:38:27 UTC  

Usually I don't talk about this stuff

2020-03-11 14:39:39 UTC  

Anything causing them in particular king? Or you start feeling them out of the blue?

2020-03-11 14:41:11 UTC  

Out of the blue. It's combined with the stress of leaving school to go look for a big boy job, and being single/alone with nobody to talk about my feelings with. This feeling of unease, sadness and overall shit just popped out of the blue though

2020-03-11 14:41:19 UTC  

Could be dietary, I have no idea

2020-03-11 14:43:25 UTC  

Honestly the only thing that keeps me going and brings me up are friends that make me genuinely laugh.

2020-03-11 14:44:01 UTC  

Thats good bro

2020-03-11 14:44:57 UTC  

You have a place to go to be yourself and thats important. Lots of people dont have that

2020-03-11 14:46:38 UTC  

It's kind of hard to explain, but even when I'm sitting down I'm constantly having situational anxiety about where I am and I can't sit still