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@Bard hop innards

Many greets fellow yeets, what's up?

Not a whole lot. Sitting on the couch with a glass of water and existential dread.

Whats crackin, king?

That always hits me worst when I wake up with it in the middle of the night.

Home from second shift eatin taco bell and bout to play some vidya

I honestly have been thinking about it for the past hour or two. Can't make myself pick up the controller. I'll survive. Probably just being a bitch. My goal is not to burden others.

Goddamn can I relate to that. More than I want to. I think it gets better tho brUther

you guys heard about this?
https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=1242559562600428&id=321080954748298

Wooooah

Imma start killing over this

@Schadraquetor im told it does, and i sure hope it does

I never heard of that, but it doesn't surprise me. Govt is getting used to dealing with [subject] by [prohibiting it]. Now bAcKtHeBlUeS will be hunting iquanas and puppers.

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT I don't know if it's the same for you but if I feel it I just gotta ride it out. There just isn't a combination of thoughts/things I've been able to do to snap out of it immediately. I think generally improving our own lives can make it more managable, but I don't think it's a thing that can be cured. I would compare it to getting high and then not wanting to be anymore.

what

yes, me liking anime is an illness

Wait I replied the wrong peep. Sorry my bro. Love me some anime.

lol yeah, it's fine

went out for some snowboarding today, feels great, I didn't get to buy a kebab but the the lift tickets there are cheap af, so I might drop by again tomorrow afternoon

I've wanted to try snowboarding, but I only skiid when I was younger.

it shouldn't be too hard if you know how to skii, I'm trying skiing next year too

this is also a great way for me to not just be in front of my computer all day

@Schadraquetor ay, sorry. Not really paying attention to my phone. I appreciate that man. I can tell myself what im thinking about is dumb and irrelevant and believe, but it just fucks me up. I have a feeling I'll never be up to my standards of a person. I'll survive tho. Eventually, I'll be in osins mead hall

Shit

Kill me

Odin's

I'll buy everyone a cup of mead when I join the Einherjar

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT I'd be happy to join you when I get there, which I'd like to put off for as long as possible if I could have things my way. ❤️

I think finding an enjoyable way of exercising is important and that's what I'm going to need to do to get fit again. Paintball has some popularity where I live now so I'm still thinking about getting into it again. Also considering martial arts/HEMA. I got some militia stuff which is neat too.

I'm picking up downhill mountain biking again and I'm gathering gear for airsoft during the summer

might go back to touring as well, need to beat my record for long rides

which is around 110 miles in 15 hours

damn I miss being young and active

Crap that sounds cool, but I'd be legit a bit afraid of downhill mountain biking like they have on those hardcore internet videos. Sounds pretty legit.

Im about to go out innawoods and build a shelter

As primitive as possible tool wise

Kabar and an axe im brining. After that, i don't think I'll need much else

there's a fairly large amount of mountains in my area that switch between ski resorts in winter and downhill mtb resort in summer, so they shouldn't be as bad, there's lots of nice people to teach beginners too, although I'm hardly one

I actually end up thinking of disappearing into the mountains and living a feral life too sometimes

or atleast just get away from the modern life

Im thinking about it pretty hardcore of late