Message from @RedDiesel95
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On that note ; you'll find most everyone here is pretty fucking based <:lol:554425196283559938>
All good 😂
I understand its thin ice that's why talk academically about such things and not from a place of hate for such things. Isreal is easy as it has a strong stranglehold on the republican party with the military industrial complex and evangelical zionism.
@Deadbeat Radio I like this guy
@Deadbeat Radio the only source I need comes from my dislike of hook nose, goodfurnothing, money grubbing, and absolutely oven worthy Jews. No but sources are important especially when discussing it
@AzraelLucius psychs are my fave - I wanna see time breathe and light bend - but DMT / Ayahuasca are gonna switch my shit and I know I'm not ready for it
@RedDiesel95 #5235 nice man - shrooms are also always good
( just moving the general convo to general <3 )
@RedDiesel95 you did acid before you got into shrooms?
Right on. And trust me, DMT with have everything change in a matter of seconds. Was a bit stoned a few months back and went a bit overzealous on a hit, roughly a quarter gram (only need .05 to trip) and after about a minute everything around me just melted out of existence so quickly, my body purged all the negative energy out of me and I sat crying next to the toilet seeing the most beautiful deities in existence communicating with me about the creation of the universe and I still cannot comprehend it to this day
I want to take the dmt ride one day. Hopefully pre igloo because spiritual operator.
And yeah I started with cid
Well molly actually
It's well worth it for the experience. It tastes like shit and you never want to know what is used in the extraction, plus it hurts your lungs, but it's beautiful what it can show you
Molly is definitely fun, but I was a stupid kid and mixed with things I shouldn't have and it about caused a heart attack
Yeah been there
Large crowds and people with anxiety don’t mix. Had a chick we were raving with have a seizure
I've never come close to ODing thankfully - but I heard after I left the traphouse, we found out most our coke supply was fented - so that might explain the cracks in my brain I feel
but I went
weed
mushrooms
acid
coke
molly
and now I just juggle n dabble here n there
got 2 tabs set aside for a nice weekend sometime
Big F
She’s alright tho
true enough
I find psychs alone are best tbh
microdosing with a group or a party is chill though
It can be fun as long as everyone is chill
Nice, I've got some gels im gonna be getting from an old roommate that loves psychs as much as I do. Once im fully transitioned into this new job im going in for the interview tomorrow, will definitely be enjoying it on a day off.
Micro dose (1-3 tabs) is nice for group settings, anything more is best done alone or with one other person
Set and setting are key
I can always tell once I’m fucked up who’s a good person and who isn’t
Same here. You just read their vibes so much more
Yeh
And being levels apart can be. . .
off putting
Totally. Like I’d someone can’t handle their shit it’s throws the vibe off
Like I’ll help you but don’t lock yourself in the bathroom
I don't run into that in all honesty, I prefer being on a higher level, as I am more used to the experience and have had the infamous ego death happen (first time on 3 I genuinely saw myself die when I flashed back to the moment I dropped and just saw myself lying there dead, caused me and a buddy to walk 3 miles in the rain back to where we started the trip lol) so it helps me because it gives those around me the feeling of safety in that they're not going to actually die, as I've survived more and I'm still stable enough to function on higher doses. If im with rookies, I go for 3 and only give them 1 unless they're comfortable and ready
is *that* what the ego death is??
It's where your mind separates from the concept of self
because I definitely remember lying in bed coming down, and feeling as if I was lying by a tree, on some moss forest floor, and my body washed with the rain and the groundwater and the seasons until I melted into the Earth
it was only a brief 5 minute sensation, but it's as close to feeling yourself rot as I can / could imagine
It's different for everyone. It's when you realize that everything is part of the greater whole and as life begins it will end all the same and continue on within a cycle
Least that's how I interpret it