I can get through the anxiety ok, it's less crippling and more niggling in the back of my head telling me that I'm doing everything wrong and no one really likes me and just puts up with me so they can laugh behind my back.
mines kinda like
Actually that sounds a lot like paranoia now I say it out
everyone is watching me if they're around me
even though I know its absurd
and that makes me act... off
like ill consciously think how im walking then suddenly im walking like a bit of an idiot
or I cant walk behind people because other people will think im a creep
it just adds up until i literally want to just shut down and fucking die
I tend to get a lot of looks but that's because I dye my hair fun colours.
@coattailsandbowties That was far too real, please stop with this.
im the stereotype
hoodie, jeans
doesnt matter if its fucking hot
@Dino NOW YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS
CUUUUUUNNNT.
I was objectively a bit of a prick for a while
yet for some reason
I still had friends
like actual friends
i still have no idea why
It's funny, I look like any stereotypical sjw (except not fat) but I'm pretty much as far from that as you can be
you mean
stereotypical NPC
SJW outdated
Aye likewise I don't know how my friends put up with me
i have one of those nagging feelings tho
that
its out of pity
rather than friendship
Nah, yknow you get those SJW cringe compilations? I could fit in with any one of those if I gained 200lb
and so it clouds any interaction i have
You would also need to lose like most of your intelligence
since you arent spouting the generic orange man bad shit 24/7
Aye I always doubt everything. My friends aren't really my friends, they're playing me for an angle or just to mock me behind my back.
mine is somewhat uh
i forgot the word fml
epic owning of LIBTARDS with FACTS Ben Shapiro compilation 345
justified? by the past
since I did have a few friends who were literally just there because I occasionally gave them stuff
and that event ruined the idea of people being my friend because they actually want to talk/etc
