Message from @StØic

Discord ID: 511483467914018816


2018-11-12 10:10:35 UTC  

even though I know its absurd

2018-11-12 10:10:42 UTC  

and that makes me act... off

2018-11-12 10:10:53 UTC  

like ill consciously think how im walking then suddenly im walking like a bit of an idiot

2018-11-12 10:11:01 UTC  

or I cant walk behind people because other people will think im a creep

2018-11-12 10:11:14 UTC  

it just adds up until i literally want to just shut down and fucking die

2018-11-12 10:11:19 UTC  

I tend to get a lot of looks but that's because I dye my hair fun colours.

2018-11-12 10:11:23 UTC  

@coattailsandbowties That was far too real, please stop with this.

2018-11-12 10:11:26 UTC  

im the stereotype

2018-11-12 10:11:30 UTC  

hoodie, jeans

2018-11-12 10:11:34 UTC  

doesnt matter if its fucking hot

2018-11-12 10:11:37 UTC  

@Dino NOW YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS

2018-11-12 10:11:47 UTC  

CUUUUUUNNNT.

2018-11-12 10:11:57 UTC  

I was objectively a bit of a prick for a while

2018-11-12 10:11:59 UTC  

yet for some reason

2018-11-12 10:12:03 UTC  

I still had friends

2018-11-12 10:12:05 UTC  

like actual friends

2018-11-12 10:12:11 UTC  

i still have no idea why

2018-11-12 10:12:26 UTC  

It's funny, I look like any stereotypical sjw (except not fat) but I'm pretty much as far from that as you can be

2018-11-12 10:12:33 UTC  

you mean

2018-11-12 10:12:37 UTC  

stereotypical NPC

2018-11-12 10:12:41 UTC  

SJW outdated

2018-11-12 10:12:44 UTC  

Aye likewise I don't know how my friends put up with me

2018-11-12 10:13:08 UTC  

i have one of those nagging feelings tho

2018-11-12 10:13:09 UTC  

that

2018-11-12 10:13:11 UTC  

its out of pity

2018-11-12 10:13:16 UTC  

rather than friendship

2018-11-12 10:13:25 UTC  

Nah, yknow you get those SJW cringe compilations? I could fit in with any one of those if I gained 200lb

2018-11-12 10:13:28 UTC  

and so it clouds any interaction i have

2018-11-12 10:13:40 UTC  

You would also need to lose like most of your intelligence

2018-11-12 10:13:47 UTC  

since you arent spouting the generic orange man bad shit 24/7

2018-11-12 10:14:08 UTC  

Aye I always doubt everything. My friends aren't really my friends, they're playing me for an angle or just to mock me behind my back.

2018-11-12 10:14:18 UTC  

mine is somewhat uh

2018-11-12 10:14:25 UTC  

i forgot the word fml

2018-11-12 10:14:29 UTC  

epic owning of LIBTARDS with FACTS Ben Shapiro compilation 345

2018-11-12 10:14:30 UTC  

justified? by the past

2018-11-12 10:14:46 UTC  

since I did have a few friends who were literally just there because I occasionally gave them stuff

2018-11-12 10:15:04 UTC  

and that event ruined the idea of people being my friend because they actually want to talk/etc

2018-11-12 10:15:06 UTC  

epic gamer moment can we hit women

2018-11-12 10:15:19 UTC  

its fucking annoying because i know its unlikely

2018-11-12 10:15:25 UTC  

but if it aint a 0% possibility and it's bad

2018-11-12 10:15:33 UTC  

then my mind accepts it as what it is