it just adds up until i literally want to just shut down and fucking die

I tend to get a lot of looks but that's because I dye my hair fun colours.

@coattailsandbowties That was far too real, please stop with this.

im the stereotype

hoodie, jeans

doesnt matter if its fucking hot

@Dino NOW YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS

CUUUUUUNNNT.

I was objectively a bit of a prick for a while

yet for some reason

I still had friends

like actual friends

i still have no idea why

It's funny, I look like any stereotypical sjw (except not fat) but I'm pretty much as far from that as you can be

you mean

stereotypical NPC

SJW outdated

Aye likewise I don't know how my friends put up with me

i have one of those nagging feelings tho

that

its out of pity

rather than friendship

Nah, yknow you get those SJW cringe compilations? I could fit in with any one of those if I gained 200lb

and so it clouds any interaction i have

You would also need to lose like most of your intelligence

since you arent spouting the generic orange man bad shit 24/7

Aye I always doubt everything. My friends aren't really my friends, they're playing me for an angle or just to mock me behind my back.

mine is somewhat uh

i forgot the word fml

epic owning of LIBTARDS with FACTS Ben Shapiro compilation 345

justified? by the past

since I did have a few friends who were literally just there because I occasionally gave them stuff

and that event ruined the idea of people being my friend because they actually want to talk/etc

epic gamer moment can we hit women

its fucking annoying because i know its unlikely

but if it aint a 0% possibility and it's bad

then my mind accepts it as what it is

I find it hard to trust a relationship partner. It wreaks havoc, even now, because even when I'm told that I'm loved and he's not going anywhere there's a voice in the back of my head that says "he's lying he's just using you and the second the burden you are outweighs what he can get from you he'll drop you like a stone"

Relationships arent my thing

im a selfish person

so burdening others with that would be rude