How's everyone doing

Drama bomb most likely scenario.

not friends, yes it's gay drama

tuned in last night while I was bored to see metokur showing off sargon being a bit of a dick in somebody else's stream

eh, figured

Who is this metokur bloke and why do I keep hearing his name

no need to pay any attention to it, except that andy cokeski is apparently going to have a fist fight with another drama channel

What is he doing

all drama shit coat

so if that happens, it'll be worth watching. other than that dw about it

idk I don't dip into it, first time I've seen sargon being an idiot though

Ah lol I only like drama if I know both people involved

Thats the best drama

the worst is when you know both people but you also like both people

or rather, when you are friends with both people involved

I mean if we're talking irl shit usually I am the drama.

Me too, I act like a catalyst for that shit

but less IRL

since I dont do IRL shit because of anxiety and paranoia

I can get through the anxiety ok, it's less crippling and more niggling in the back of my head telling me that I'm doing everything wrong and no one really likes me and just puts up with me so they can laugh behind my back.

mines kinda like

Actually that sounds a lot like paranoia now I say it out

everyone is watching me if they're around me

even though I know its absurd

and that makes me act... off

like ill consciously think how im walking then suddenly im walking like a bit of an idiot

or I cant walk behind people because other people will think im a creep

it just adds up until i literally want to just shut down and fucking die

I tend to get a lot of looks but that's because I dye my hair fun colours.

@coattailsandbowties That was far too real, please stop with this.

im the stereotype

hoodie, jeans

doesnt matter if its fucking hot

@Dino NOW YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS

CUUUUUUNNNT.

I was objectively a bit of a prick for a while

yet for some reason

I still had friends

like actual friends

i still have no idea why