Message from @Gordoboy
Discord ID: 511489376946225170
i tried it a few times but it always ended in some sort of mental breakdown
Mornin alb
it is ill advised
Keeping a mask up is just exhausting
it depends on how far from the truth that mask is
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if its close to who you are, it can be quite hard to maintain the differences in personality
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oh for fuck sake
ironically ive found masks that are the exact opposite of who I am to be the easiest to maintain publicly
whilst staying true to those close
I see
it sounds weird but like just stop trying
lol
So basically I should start to let my inner asshole out?
that's what i did and suddenly i'm fine
I just pretend I'm ok in public and during most interactions and then disappear from uni for 3 weeks
@Deleted User same
Would you actually wear those Bonk?
who wouldn't wear dem lit pjs
So I suffer in silence
😩
And everyone's like *we thought you died* and I'm like *nah I just couldn't muster up the will to get out of bed*
Oof
on the outside
"I just couldnt be bothered"
on the inside
fucking emos go listen to BOTDF or MCR
"I seriously couldnt make myself care enough to make it a reality because of self loathing"
ez
But nah who I am I feel isn't really very interesting. I try to be more than that but eh
@Deleted User Im not familliar with those abbreviations
Depression is one hell of a drug
Yeet
Mcr = my chemical romance
Ew
BOTDF?
🤔
If it aint metal, punk, or some derivation of either of those... i probably wont be interested