Message from @Deleted User
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ironically ive found masks that are the exact opposite of who I am to be the easiest to maintain publicly
whilst staying true to those close
I see
it sounds weird but like just stop trying
lol
So basically I should start to let my inner asshole out?
that's what i did and suddenly i'm fine
I just pretend I'm ok in public and during most interactions and then disappear from uni for 3 weeks
@Deleted User same
Would you actually wear those Bonk?
who wouldn't wear dem lit pjs
I can not afford being what I truly am
So I suffer in silence
😩
And everyone's like *we thought you died* and I'm like *nah I just couldn't muster up the will to get out of bed*
Oof
on the outside
"I just couldnt be bothered"
on the inside
"I seriously couldnt make myself care enough to make it a reality because of self loathing"
ez
But nah who I am I feel isn't really very interesting. I try to be more than that but eh
@Deleted User Im not familliar with those abbreviations
Depression is one hell of a drug
Yeet
Mcr = my chemical romance
Ew
BOTDF?
🤔
If it aint metal, punk, or some derivation of either of those... i probably wont be interested
I used to listen to MCR and fallout boy when I was 13 don't judge me
*judges*
blood on the dancefloor
one of the lead singers is a pedo tho
I WAS 13
*judges even more*
just don't be more than that @coattailsandbowties
When I was like 8 I enjoyed blink 182
most ppl are pretty boring