Message from @zalfir

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2019-01-10 05:50:34 UTC  

If i didn't have to spend 2000 on plane tickets

2019-01-10 05:50:39 UTC  

^

2019-01-10 05:50:46 UTC  

im so thankful to have never had anxiety lmao

2019-01-10 05:50:59 UTC  

Count yourself lucky then.

2019-01-10 05:51:03 UTC  

Lucky wamman

2019-01-10 05:51:04 UTC  

It's torture.

2019-01-10 05:51:13 UTC  

@Soupmeme whaaaaaaaat do you mean to say you dont say uwu casually irl?!??!?!?!?!?

2019-01-10 05:51:40 UTC  

I don't know if I wouldn't chin someone who did that IRL to me.

2019-01-10 05:51:42 UTC  

yea i put myself through hell to break anxiety like

2019-01-10 05:51:42 UTC  

@FUCK fire I only do it sometimes.

2019-01-10 05:51:44 UTC  

worked tho

2019-01-10 05:51:56 UTC  

same, but it didn't work so well

2019-01-10 05:51:59 UTC  

I could meet with soup and Hammond and Albanian if I wanted to they are all within 2/3 days drive from em but I simply don't want to break that level of anonimity

2019-01-10 05:52:12 UTC  

During training for the aerial park guide job I had we had a jump tower, we had to learn how to set it up and how to attach people to the auto belay device and we had to test it out 😂 did the 70 foot jump and holy shit. Free fall for 30 feet before it catches you and lowers you

2019-01-10 05:52:12 UTC  

I could do uh

2019-01-10 05:52:15 UTC  

Anxiety is like having a mental barrier that prevents you from doings something without a copius amount of therapy

2019-01-10 05:52:18 UTC  

What

2019-01-10 05:52:19 UTC  

my only problem (besides flirting) irl is remember names tbqh

2019-01-10 05:52:20 UTC  

that's the nice thing about some anxiety in many people. it's just a hurdle you have to force yourself to jump over.

2019-01-10 05:52:25 UTC  

I cant talk

2019-01-10 05:52:29 UTC  

i can be confidant in some circumstances, but others will leave me curled up in a ball

2019-01-10 05:52:37 UTC  

@Todd can be done without therapy

2019-01-10 05:52:41 UTC  

exposure is huge

2019-01-10 05:52:43 UTC  

True

2019-01-10 05:52:46 UTC  

but at least i can make eye contact without screaming on the inside, now

2019-01-10 05:52:58 UTC  

What I meant is that I do say Frick and heck a lot @FUCK fire

2019-01-10 05:52:59 UTC  

i done it with no meds or counselling

2019-01-10 05:53:01 UTC  

like ive met a guy at several concerts and weve had good convos every time but i cant for the life of me remember his name 😂

2019-01-10 05:53:12 UTC  

Push yourself out side of your comfort zone little bits at a time and it will help

2019-01-10 05:53:22 UTC  

^

2019-01-10 05:53:31 UTC  

just depends on what it is. lol

2019-01-10 05:53:37 UTC  

cuz that can break a few

2019-01-10 05:53:43 UTC  

Was volunteer firefighting at first

2019-01-10 05:53:44 UTC  

compound their issues

2019-01-10 05:53:46 UTC  

Indeed it can

2019-01-10 05:53:53 UTC  

which was p dumb cause with counselling it prob wouldnt have took so long

2019-01-10 05:54:14 UTC  

MMA helped massively with my anxiety.

2019-01-10 05:54:14 UTC  

@Soupmeme meh heck is p normal imho

2019-01-10 05:54:26 UTC  

specialists have so many hoops to jump through now. you can't just come out and ask, "why ya think you're fucked up kid?"

2019-01-10 05:54:27 UTC  

Nice tea

2019-01-10 05:54:54 UTC  

yea counsellors can be pretty worthless