Message from @soup dad

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2019-01-15 04:50:11 UTC  

alch is p decent but makes you feel like shit

2019-01-15 04:50:14 UTC  

ambien is... dont do it

2019-01-15 04:50:17 UTC  

LSD is interesting. did it a bit in UNI

2019-01-15 04:50:20 UTC  

hah

2019-01-15 04:50:27 UTC  

Weed is cool, I usually just listen to a lot of music and chill

2019-01-15 04:50:34 UTC  

but just do mushrooms and mescaline annually now.

2019-01-15 04:50:38 UTC  

never done cannabis

2019-01-15 04:50:38 UTC  

ambien is almost like a truth serum

2019-01-15 04:50:39 UTC  

good or bad expierience turtle

2019-01-15 04:50:46 UTC  

mushrooms sounds neat

2019-01-15 04:50:47 UTC  

but hard to get

2019-01-15 04:50:53 UTC  

LSD is very hard to explain but generally when people who have used it explain it, they know what each other is talking about

2019-01-15 04:51:06 UTC  

gotcha

2019-01-15 04:51:06 UTC  

always wonderful. even if the experience is difficult it shakes you in a way where you come out a better person.

2019-01-15 04:51:14 UTC  

I like to look at it that way

2019-01-15 04:51:16 UTC  

yeah when i explain weed its "Grandma sneaks up behind you and wacks you with a bat; youll know when you know"

2019-01-15 04:51:27 UTC  

@soup dad I’ll block you

2019-01-15 04:51:43 UTC  

reality and your thoughts tend to echo

2019-01-15 04:51:56 UTC  

Trippy

2019-01-15 04:52:02 UTC  

that's why people on LSD are often into things like fractals

2019-01-15 04:52:14 UTC  

bleedy why 😦

2019-01-15 04:52:23 UTC  

I’m tempted to try mushrooms

2019-01-15 04:52:38 UTC  

and get into things like the connection between the mathematics behind fractals, how they look and the echoes of the patterns of nature

2019-01-15 04:52:42 UTC  

im worried i may get a really bad experience since im generally a more nervous person

2019-01-15 04:52:53 UTC  

there are fractal like patterns and you mind goes atypical and races quickly. think faster than you can talk.

2019-01-15 04:52:54 UTC  

mushrooms isnt like lsd at all in that way

2019-01-15 04:53:00 UTC  

if you’re worried maybe not try them

2019-01-15 04:53:06 UTC  

anything that increases my heart rate i dont care for tho

2019-01-15 04:53:08 UTC  

there are many insights than you can apply.

2019-01-15 04:53:21 UTC  

i'm an anxious sort too

2019-01-15 04:53:37 UTC  

but i'm reality-confidant and people-nervous

2019-01-15 04:53:45 UTC  

It helps with anxiety and depression

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/418492114679365643/534596030231216138/Results.png

2019-01-15 04:54:03 UTC  

clinically

2019-01-15 04:54:07 UTC  

which graph should I look at turtle

2019-01-15 04:54:10 UTC  

or all of them

2019-01-15 04:54:19 UTC  

they are all related

2019-01-15 04:54:25 UTC  

its a regression with different variables

2019-01-15 04:54:41 UTC  

I am anxious to a degree, but I have been working on my anxiety for a while now, I took some advice from an older friend who passed a while ago now, he said if you don’t push yourself outside of your comfort zone you’re never going to grow. And dam it stuck with me.

2019-01-15 04:54:41 UTC  

time vs % change

2019-01-15 04:54:50 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/418492114679365643/534596302646804490/s-l64.png

2019-01-15 04:54:53 UTC  

there is base line then 1st session, session 2 and then a 6 month follow up.