Message from @soup dad

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2019-01-15 04:50:34 UTC  

but just do mushrooms and mescaline annually now.

2019-01-15 04:50:38 UTC  

never done cannabis

2019-01-15 04:50:38 UTC  

ambien is almost like a truth serum

2019-01-15 04:50:39 UTC  

good or bad expierience turtle

2019-01-15 04:50:46 UTC  

mushrooms sounds neat

2019-01-15 04:50:47 UTC  

but hard to get

2019-01-15 04:50:53 UTC  

LSD is very hard to explain but generally when people who have used it explain it, they know what each other is talking about

2019-01-15 04:51:06 UTC  

gotcha

2019-01-15 04:51:06 UTC  

always wonderful. even if the experience is difficult it shakes you in a way where you come out a better person.

2019-01-15 04:51:14 UTC  

I like to look at it that way

2019-01-15 04:51:16 UTC  

yeah when i explain weed its "Grandma sneaks up behind you and wacks you with a bat; youll know when you know"

2019-01-15 04:51:27 UTC  

@soup dad I’ll block you

2019-01-15 04:51:43 UTC  

reality and your thoughts tend to echo

2019-01-15 04:51:56 UTC  

Trippy

2019-01-15 04:52:02 UTC  

that's why people on LSD are often into things like fractals

2019-01-15 04:52:14 UTC  

bleedy why 😦

2019-01-15 04:52:23 UTC  

I’m tempted to try mushrooms

2019-01-15 04:52:38 UTC  

and get into things like the connection between the mathematics behind fractals, how they look and the echoes of the patterns of nature

2019-01-15 04:52:42 UTC  

im worried i may get a really bad experience since im generally a more nervous person

2019-01-15 04:52:53 UTC  

there are fractal like patterns and you mind goes atypical and races quickly. think faster than you can talk.

2019-01-15 04:52:54 UTC  

mushrooms isnt like lsd at all in that way

2019-01-15 04:53:00 UTC  

if you’re worried maybe not try them

2019-01-15 04:53:06 UTC  

anything that increases my heart rate i dont care for tho

2019-01-15 04:53:08 UTC  

there are many insights than you can apply.

2019-01-15 04:53:21 UTC  

i'm an anxious sort too

2019-01-15 04:53:37 UTC  

but i'm reality-confidant and people-nervous

2019-01-15 04:53:45 UTC  

It helps with anxiety and depression

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/418492114679365643/534596030231216138/Results.png

2019-01-15 04:54:03 UTC  

clinically

2019-01-15 04:54:07 UTC  

which graph should I look at turtle

2019-01-15 04:54:10 UTC  

or all of them

2019-01-15 04:54:19 UTC  

they are all related

2019-01-15 04:54:25 UTC  

its a regression with different variables

2019-01-15 04:54:41 UTC  

I am anxious to a degree, but I have been working on my anxiety for a while now, I took some advice from an older friend who passed a while ago now, he said if you don’t push yourself outside of your comfort zone you’re never going to grow. And dam it stuck with me.

2019-01-15 04:54:41 UTC  

time vs % change

2019-01-15 04:54:50 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/418492114679365643/534596302646804490/s-l64.png

2019-01-15 04:54:53 UTC  

there is base line then 1st session, session 2 and then a 6 month follow up.

2019-01-15 04:54:54 UTC  

so low dosage of a psycodelc makes depression that much less worse

2019-01-15 04:55:00 UTC  

i push myself but I proceed to want to vomit

2019-01-15 04:55:00 UTC  

Only 2 sessions.

2019-01-15 04:55:03 UTC  

one of the things about LSD is that it loosens your neural pathways and reforms them as you're coming down, so you can train your mind in certain ways, but it's a double edged sword because it can cause personality shifts